#sorry if this is so long and it like- seems cringy idk how to write stories ok
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ok i dont think im ever gonna finish rattlesnake or at least this version of the story so ill give yall a basic summary of what was gonna happen:
after techno finds out about tommys little vigilante life, he decides to train tommy to become a better fighter. improving the relationship between the two as well as tommys kick assery. while this is happening, in the hero world they find slime spreading throughout the town. no one can seem to find where the bright green substance is coming from. both techno and tommy try to figure out whats going on while keeping their own teams blind to the duos alliance. purpled also pops up a lot more during this time, spending patrols with tommy as they try to mend the bridge between the two. quackity also starts working more and more, leaving tubbo by himself a lot more often so the boy chooses to hang out with his uncle schlatt instead of being home alone. the two were always close after all.
the slime starts spreading more and more, until it covers up the entire city. every corner every wall everywhere theres slime. the heroes canât figure out if this is some dumb prank or if theres more to it. tommy also stumped, but he has more hints than the heroes do. so thats good. he asks purpled for help, not wanting to worry tubbo and ranboo too much. purpled agrees to help. so the two set off to find the cause of this slime. they find that a lot of it leads back to las nevadas, a villain group led by none other than quackity (i never made a name for him ok shush)
after telling techno, they plan a way to end it. getting the intel needed. they go. but it doesnt go as planned. when they arrive they see purpled standing outside. turns out purpled works for quackity and spilled all their plan to him. so now they gotta fight a shit ton of villains. great. yippee.
tommy and techno try to hold them off as best as they could, but theres only so much you can do with a power that physically drains you. techno calls for the heroes and they arrive, but not fast enough. tommy is tired. everything hurts. he closes his eyes as he sees wilbur runs towards him.
tommy opens his eyes and sees a woman. she looks familiar, but tommy just doesnt know why. as he gets up he looks around. theres nothing. just him and the woman. the woman tells him that hes here to early, his time isnt done. tommy doesnt seem to care, he just wants to sleep. the woman cant let him. after all a gods child can never truly sleep. tommy forgot he was a gods kid. specifically the goddess of death and- oh shit thats his mom- oh shit hes dead-
the woman (mumza) tells him that he is important. he is the life to death. she tells him about how his powers bring life to the earth and how he must stay alive, because without him, death will reign. tommy doesnt get it but he just nods. mumza sighs and send him back, with a âsay hi to them for meâ and soon tommy is back on the battlefield.
and wilbur has caused a shitshow. the souls under his power running rampant, burning and scaring everything and everyone they could. death is in control. but once he sees tommys ok hes kinda chill.
soon the battle ends with las nevadas veing defeated and the green gloop forming as something named charlie- he apologizes and then goes back into the ground never to be seen from again.
then yada yada happy family moments and yeah! thats all ok now i cant feel bad that i wont finish the fic
#long post#rattlesnake au#I DONT THINK ILL EVER FINISH THE FIC BUT IF I DO IM JUST GONNA RESTART IT SO YEAH- yippee#sorry if this is so long and it like- seems cringy idk how to write stories ok#CAN I NOT ADD A READ MORE?? FUCK I THOUGHT IT DID IT AUTOMATICALLY
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Tumblr has been such a formative site throughout my adulthood. Yes I'm a tumblr old, I'm sorry. But when I was a kid there wasn't anything like this. We all made geocities or angelfire websites and shared our cringy writing and art that way and we loved it.
But tumblr took me out of my tiny comfort zone many times. I learned a lot of stuff about myself and about other people that I might have learned about eventually anyway, but idk... my mind was open then, and maybe it would have been more closed off later. Who can say. But I can safely say that without it, I would not have come to understand my identity as it is, when I did.
Tumblr feels as close to the old internet as any site could nowadays. It was never perfect, not ever, but it always sort of felt like the lesser of many evils. We're all aware it's been circling the drain for a while. What's happening now, sadly, isn't anything new, but it seems to be the straw that broke the camel's back for many people.
I made a Bluski a little while back, I just made a cohost today, I've had a furaffinity page for a bit now, and I don't know, maybe there'll be more too. I encourage you to follow me on these places, and mutual please let me know if you have an account on these sites too!
But that sucks doesn't it? We're already all here now, and if tumblr dies tomorrow, everyone's going to choose the places they go to, and they're not all going to be the same. Twitter was never a big deal to me, but when twitter started falling apart that was a huge loss for so many people who had staked their following there. The parallels are obvious. Tumblr was already pretty small to begin with and that means the people that make up "the queerest site on the internet" will subdivide again, creating smaller and smaller communities.
There's no possible way we can coordinate a complete move to another site, and even if we could, there's no way to tell if that site will be around longer than a year, or if a userbase ever manifests. Discord servers are a great idea to keep in touch with folks, but I'm not a fan of those as a replacement (though obviously it's perfect for folks who just want to keep in touch but do not want to attract attention).
I like tumblr, insofar as you can like a social media website. But tumblr as a site is nothing without the gay little weirdos. And if my fellow gay little weirdos aren't here then what's the point of being here? It feels like Cohost might be the way forward, but we can never know for sure.
I plan to stay here as long as there is a here to stay, but I guess, idk I'm gearing up to leave at a moment's notice. That's just how it looks like it might be from now on, unless something changes to correct course. If a move never comes then great, but I'd rather be prepared.
#text#sheeposting#i don't want this to come off as dramatic#as i would hate for this to read as oh man im totally leaving this time but still be here for like 10 more years or something#but this is the vibe right now#and i've lost a lot of folllowings and accounts over the years for dumb reasons and my own attempts to subdivide my life#im really happy with the folks I've met through this account and it would just be a shame to lose that
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hi niya i came for advice đ now i want to write a fanfic or maybe a few i have interconnected ideas. i want to add smut parts too dor some reasons but i feel so cringe when i think abt it? i am a virgin and probably asexual so idk what to do lmao. i read smuts and i rarely enjoy them if they have a plot and emotion but i mostly just skip them. help what should i do? when i create drty talk or stuff it feels fake to also
OMG WHAT ARE U LITERALLY MEE??? i used to be this exact same way when i started writing fanfiction.
virgins can write smut too. i used to do it its fairly easy. but if you are feeling really unsure about what to write, read some of your favourite smut writers and not copy what they do but like anaylse their writing if that makes sense. thats how i did it. i would see how they would make the reader/character feel during an orgasm or something and copy that down bc i never experienced that myself. sex doesnt feel the same way for everyone which is why smut can be so diverse. some people may be more sensitive to it and others aren't. so theres no right or wrong way to write smut.
and yeah smut is very corny and cringe LMFAO. thats something i had to get used to. the reason it is cringe is because if i were to imagine someone saying good girl to me in real life ill probably smack em upside the head cuz ew dont say that to me. but what i do to not make my smut cringe is i imagine myself in the moment. would i say that irl? if no then i probably dont put it in. but regardless of that, fanfiction is sort of meant to be cringy because if you really think about it, we are writing about fictional characters having sex. its a corny concept but corny doesn't mean bad either. to an outsider if you were to tell them you write smut they'll definitely look at you sideways which is normal. so dont be afraid of making your work seem corny or cringe.
also dirty talk is something i still struggle with writing. like u said before, i find dirty talk irl so cringe like ew dont talk to me like that, so its hard for me to put in my work. but when i have to put it, i imagine what i would like them to say to my character no matter how cringe it is, because at the end of the day its in my imagination yk? like i would never like to be called good girl irl but to have my fictional man say that to me, yes pls LMFAO. so it all really depends on what you are comfortable with writing and you shouldn't force yourself to go out of your comfort zone.
back to the virgin thing, i have a document i used to use that helped me with writing smut. it had a bunch of keywords, feelings, adjectives, expressions, etc to write good smut. i can dm it to you if you really want it
sorry this was so long btw, hope u find the time to read it all
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Me want to share lil TanZen au idea of mine(yes my brain kept cooking shet ideas) hehehe
Yes it's angsty asf also sorry in advance for lots of words and grammar incorrections hshshshs
Enjoy ig ^ ^
it takes place ofc from the og (Taisho era ) zen has a incurable disease (a terminal disease hshshsgdgs) and he kept it a secret from everyone includes tanjiro too except for shinobu (she knows and maybe other ppl do ig), yes he has feelings for tanji but also kept it a secret but some ppl know about his feelings for him hehe. and zen assumes that tanji will never reciprocate his feelings and he loves kanao(but tanji only see her as a friend shshhs). Tanjiro sense that there's something wrong with him and he's like "are you alright, zenitsu?" and zen be like "it's nothing, I'm just tired.." On their next mission zens health worsens and he killed the demon or maybe the fight against muzan where tanji became a demon, zen tried his best to help, so kanao would inject the antidote on him then when they turn back tanji to human, that's where zen died and well for him it's a nice death knowing, there will be no more demons and finally everyones at peace and he saved tanjiro and the only thing he regrets is not confessing Kamado tanjirou but atleast he will see his gramps again and maybe kaigaku(??)..
Now, for tanjis pov. he's so worried about his friend and as day goes by, zenitsu doesn't seem to be getting any better. he also noted that his skin that was once like the color of fresh peaches now turned into lifelessly pale white and his sweet scent replaced with rottening and metal(blood??) . He doesn't know why he felt deep worry and concern for zen but he just brushed it off as "well, he's my friend that's why I'm worried". Even tho zen said that "it's just a silly fever and nothing serious.." but through his scent.. what he says we're lies.. It's not just a fever, it's not because he's exhausted from their missions... If it's just exhaustion why does his scent smell so rottening and there's subtle smell of metal to the mix. the scent of peaches he loves so much are there but the rottening scent are overpowering.. he realizes how zenitsu mean so much to him and these feelings are new to tanjiro. Different to what you feel for a family, friend.. tanjiro promised to himself that after he turned back nezuko to human and defeat muzan.. he will confess zenitsu his feelings for him...
But he's too late now.. isn't he??
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Sorry that this is long for a idea au huhu and cringy àČ„â âżâ àČ„
Idk this kind of au has been in my mind for a lot and I need more TanZen angst with zen being ded cuz most of the fics i read it's mostly tanjiro who's dying.. and yes I gave it a name already for the au and maybe i'll make art or write(?) even tho I suck at it...
Hope you've been fed and enjoy thy random post, tnx for listening to my tedtalkwjshdh
Adios-
#kny fic#not an existing one ofc#i made it up#fic ideas#kny tanjirou#kny zenitsu#demon slayer#demon slayer anime#a bit of manga spoilers#tanzen#tanzen angst#tanjiro x zenitsu#kny au#kimetsu no yaiba#çć#tanjiro kamado#zenitsu agatsuma
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I found the best Christian
I'm here to settle the debate on who is the best Christian in Moulin Rouge, you're welcome.
so I've definitely been here for a while, the movie has been my favourite for almost a decade now at this point and I lost my shit when I found out about the musical, naturally I'm an expert and completely correct (there is a tldr)
my favourite Christian for a long time was Ewan McGregor when it comes to the overall picture, which is pretty basic ngl, but he just had the right amount of stupid retriever boy and good voice. however the original obviously has issues with racism/orientalism etc. when it comes to vocal performance Aaron Tveit takes the cake, but he's way too old/mature for my personal likings. all the other ones I've seen were great too (looking at you Muscato stannies), sure but none of them did it like it was supposed to be done.
BUT NOW, yesterday I went to the show in Cologne (with my princess @uncooldotcom ) which was truly spectacular, I've been looking forward to it for months. Still I was a little disappointed because the main Christian is Riccardo Greco and idk he's giving everything but Christian I'm sorry. Well we didn't see Greco though, because his understudy Markus Fetter went on and let me tell you he's the one.
From the moment he went on he was smilling from one ear to another, eyes glistening, truly no thought behind these eyes golden retriever vibe. He had all of Ewan's childishness/excitement. Young, a bit hunky, but a short king, clumsy and all, not a single care in the world. Even when he was not the centre of the scene he never snapped out of that role. When the betrayal hit he still stayed in character, boyish and still not quite understanding of what's happening before his eyes. The rage and the anger seemed so genuine and not malicious like I've seen so many times in the musical adaptation. He didn't seem old and bitter when his heart got broken, he honestly just seemed like a confused kid AND THAT'S HOW IT HAS TO BE.
(Satine was also amazing really, played by Shanna Slaap (also an understudy), it gave raw and seasoned queen, conceal don't feel etc. I will worship her until the end. She was the perfect grumpy black cat match to the bubbly retriever boy)
And don't get me started on the voice, the range! at first it was all clear and angelic like his whole look and then as the tragedy went on it grew more raspy. Satine and him harmonized perfectly, not overpowering one another and they both filled the theatre easily. Since the whole thing was in german too I thought it would be challenging because of the lyrics, but my man really made all the songs his own, no cringy dub, I know it's hard to believe. needless to say the crescendos in "el tango del Roxanne" were the best I've ever heard, it had low notes, high notes, crisp sounds and raspy sounds, perfect enunciation despite the volume or the choreography. I'd be happy listening to that and nothing else until I die. everything was so sincere so unknowing, so aaaaaaaa (I will not stop talking about it for months) (also I don't think he could be more different irl... bbgirl definitely)
tldr: Christians understudy in Cologne was the perfect characterization and vocalisation of Christian (stupid, happy, boyish, honestly angelic, golden retriever) and I have literally one person in the entire world to talk about it, no cast recording, no way to see it again so I'm writing essays on tumblr to cope with the frustration :)
(here's a picture of them from Shanna's and Markus' story for proof)
@markus_fetter and @shannamichelleslaap on ig
#moulin rouge#christian#ewan mcgregor#aaron tveit#satine#musicals#actor#music#theatre#el tango de roxanne#roxanne#why does my heart cry#lmao#gay#me#found the best one you're welcome#i won't shut up about it#:)#moulin rouge cast#christian moulin rouge
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For Young Royals ff writers
I started reading YR fanfiction and I noticed people using Spanish in several occasions. Since itâs canon from the show I think itâs amazing authors are trying to incorporate it but sometimes it doesnât sound as natural. As a writer I know is really hard and also brave to work around something you don't know. That being said, I hope this guide is helpful.
1. I want to address something important because it is kinda offensive: theyâre not Spanish. Thereâs a difference between language and nationality. Since both Omar and Carmen -Linda- have Latino heritage, is proper to assume the family comes in a way or another from South America. I read a bunch of fics in which people referred to them as Spanish, but they are Latinos. Spanish music, culture and cuisine are rather different. Please take this into account.
 2. Pet names: really cute but also kinda cringy when it's not well executed. 'Mi amor' means my love. It's normal from a parent, it's serious coming from a 16 yo boy to another. I would use it when the relationship gets serious and try to not overuse it. If they are older and married, go for it. An older Crown Prince Wilhelm would totally make his husband blush by calling him mi amor.  Mi vida (my life) is not frequent coming from a parent, less serious believe it or not and really nice. But also I wouldn't use it if you are trying to make one of them swoon for the other. It's not as romantic as it sounds in English. Bebe means baby, of course. I think it's cute, this one you can totally overuse. Sounds fresh and young, I think Simon would go for bebe and Wille would die every time. I know darling it's pretty normal in English, but cariño sounds way too motherly to me. I would only use it between Willmon if they are older and married. Cielo means sky, which sounds weird, I know.  But some people use it as a pet name. Mi cielo - my sky- as well. In a way, it means 'my everything'. Idk why. Maybe bc the sky covers everything. Who knows. I like it but it's a personal opinion. Mijo means my son. It's pretty common in Latinamerica. Parents use it all the time. Maybe try not to overuse it. Not because it's wrong, but it often feels like youÂŽre trying too much to make them sound bilingual. Good alternatives are: hijo, amor mio, mi amor, cariño, mi cielo.Â
Te amo and Te quiero are not the same. Te amo is I love you, but Te Quiero means I love you (chill version). Linda tells Simon both 'te quiero' and 'te amo' at some point, which works because it's normal from a parent or a son/daughter. Te quiero is less serious, works great between friends. Some people say te quiero when they aren't ready to say Te amo, but I wouldn't use it coming from Simon to Wille. It would be out of character. Use it between Sara-Simon-Linda.
Te adoro means I adore you. Is not common but is CUTE AND ROMANTIC. This one is completely personal, take it with a grain of salt.
Mi principe means my prince, but sounds cringy. His mom could say 'tu principe azul' which means 'your prince charming' while trying to embarrass Simon. He would blush, cute.Â
Well written-normal phrases:Â
'Âżcomo estas?': How are you?
 'bien, Âży tu?': well, and you?Â
 'Como te fue hoy?': how was your day? Â
'Todo va a estar bien': everything will be fine.Â
 '¿Necesitas algo?': Do you need something?
 'No, gracias' 'Si, gracias': No and Yes, thank you.
âPerdonâ: Im sorry
âTe extrañoâ: I miss you
 '¿Qué quieres cenar?': What do you want for dinner?
'ÂżTienes tarea?': Do you have homework?
 '¿Cómo estå Wilhelm?': How is Wilhelm?
âMamĂĄâ: Mom (Wille calls his mom âmamaâ or âmammaâ, but itâs a different pronunciation. I believe Simon says âSi, mamĂĄâ at some point. Thatâs spanish.)Â
âMamiâ: Mom but cuter
âMĂĄâ: Mom but shorter.Â
âMadreâ: Mother
If you have any other suggestions for pet names/words/phrases and how to apply them, send me a message!
3. Common phrases: it's important to notice that only Linda and Simon talk to the other in spanish. Unless Wille learns spanish and it's part of the plot, Simon would never say something in spanish to him - besides pet names- This includes Sara, she seems to understand but replies in swedish. I read that the actress used to work in Barcelona, Spain, so she probably understands the language. That means the decision to make her respond in swedish has something to do with her character. That being said, we don't really switch between languages if we know the other person can't understand. It's rude. I would never go and say 'como estas? ups, Im sorry, I forgot. How are you?' But something that happens A LOT is that I forget words or phrases and try to remember them by saying them in the other language. For example 'and she went to the... mierda, como se dice... aeropuerto... oh! airport!'. Or the other way around, I forget words in my mother language but I know them in english. It doesnât seems to happen to Simon, but itâs fairly normal. Also, and I'm sorry if this is getting too long, Simon and Linda talk to each other in spanish as a way to express how close they are. It's part of the characters and their relationship. Simon is clearly more in tune with his Latino heritage, which comes from his mom, and he shows it by using the language fluently with her. -'Como estas? -Bien, como te fue en el trabajo?' he is asking about her job and her day. It almost sounds like a conversation between a married couple. Is not meant to be weird, is meant to express that Simon feels like he has to replace his father. So maybe take this into account and don't throw spanish phrases between them just for the sake of it.
 4. If Wille learns some Spanish for Simon he would totally explode. He is clearly really proud in general and the fact that the Prince of Sweden can speak spanish because of him would kill him. In the best way. This has nothing to do with the language, but I'm just saying. Bonus points if he uses spanish to make Kristina feel left out. That would be a nice rebellious act.
5. Again, they are not spanish. People from Spain use 'vosotros' instead of 'ustedes'. Both of those word mean 'they', but in South America we don't use vosotros. This is just ONE example. I know spanish is confusing and has millions of variations; don't worry about the specifics. But try to be respectful when referring to them as spanish/latinos.
That's it for now. I'm sorry if it's not perfect. I'm from Argentina and our spanish is the messiest. But I tried to keep this guide as neutral as I could. Also also, I'm sorry if my english grammar isn't the best, this took way too long and I don't have the energy to check my mistakes. And that's okay, because languages are meant to be used and be confused. I make mistakes and that's fine. I'm not judging anyone. Please be kind to yourself. Please don't refrain from writing in spanish, this guide is meant to help you if you want to, but just the fact that you are writing anything is brilliant. Thank you for sharing your work!
#young royals#young royals fic#young royals fanfiction#yn#simon#prince wilhelm#wilhelm x simon#sara young royals#linda young royals#fanfiction#fanfic writer#ao3 writer#fi#fanfic#ff#ao3#writers guide#bilingual#spanish#english#writing
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A/N: i'm gonna respond to this in sections bc it's quite long so bare with me.
Howdy yâall, đ€ again. Yes, I didnât in fact die. Iâm sorry though that I kept getting sidetracked and couldnât submit this until now, my boss decided to keep dumping her work into my lap. So I just wanna preface this by stating that Iâm going to try and say what I want to as coherent as possible, but I have pretty severe ADHD so Iâm not always as easy to understand as I think I am in my head, and I often go off on tangents, over explain things and circle back to topics randomly without realizing. Im basically going to go over their relationship over the years as I said previously (Iâm not gonna go into detail about every single scandal and shitty thing Juliet did over the years, because weâd be here all year. so I figure I wonât cover them here, but rather let people ask specific questions if they want to. Remember, I was present for pretty much everything so feel free to ask.đ), but Iâm also going to do kind of a mini deep dive into Andyâs behavior and actions (because although the snakes will hit you with every excuse in the book, and tell you that youâre looking too far into things and that it doesnât matter, it does. The way a person acts in general and towards people around them is very relevant when talking about someoneâs health, happiness, and well-being.) To start off, letâs take it all the way back to the time before Julietâs reign of terror, when Andy and Scout were still together. In all honesty from what I saw of them together (and I saw pretty much everything they posted, Iâm only a year younger than Andy, and I was quite into him when he was on MySpace and such, and I always watched anything with him and Scout together because they were fucking adorable lol) they had a really healthy relationship. Not once did I get weird vibes from them. The way Andy acted toward and with Scout, you could tell they really loved each other and were happy together. They had nothing to prove. It just was normal. (For any of you who are younger, or didnât come into the picture until Andy was already post-scout and would like to see some videos of them together, you could generally search on YouTube for it, but also thereâs a specific channel on there called like bring the milk tea or something that has videos of old Andy blogs and also Andy and scout on stickam and such. Worth a look if youâre curious) They werenât constantly all over each other like possessive pack dogs *ahem Juliet ahem* and whenever Andy mentioned scout he didnât need to shower her in compliments. They both seemed very secure in both themselves and the relationship. Super cute. Initially when they broke up it seemed quite odd. I didnât really expect it. It got even weirder when he states that he and Juliet are together. It didnât feel like they fit together at all (and no Iâm not talking about from a fame or success perspective. At least not yet lol) As Iâve said I got bad vibes from Juliet right from the get go. Andy already seemed to be acting not like himself. (Also snakeys have argued that itâs just that heâs more mature now and thatâs why he acts nervous and constantly looks Ike he wants to die. đ maturity doesnât mean losing your fucking personality and being unhappy most of the time. Jesus Christ.) it seemed like they got possessive of each other and constantly needed to show people how in love they were. Pictures, videos, and fucking public love paragraphs to show they are, in fact, in a super real relationship and they love each other. It also felt like Andyâs family was in on this whole weird charade.They (Chris honestly) started to defend her degenerate behavior and attack anyone who had even a whisper of negative things to say about her or their relationship. It was like watching a group of awkward, pretty mediocre actors put on a play about them being together. (Iâve hit the text limit now, but there will be more that I will write just after I submit this one though, fear not haha. N, you can either post this now or wait until I submit the rest, itâs up to you.) 1 / ? -đ€
A/N: i was here for a lot of it as well so i do remember some of this. although i did join the fandom shortly after him and juliet got together (i joined like around the time she was on the voice) i literally remember hoping that him and scout would get back together bc juliet just rubbed me the wrong way and i didn't know why at the time. & side note i actually do recommend people go look at old videos of andy and scout they were really adorable. there is this one video of them singing (i think a carrie underwood song lol) in the car and it's really cute. but yeah just bc he's older doesn't mean his whole entire personality changes. you can be any age and act however you want. i could even use jenna marbles & julien solomita (a youtube couple) as an example, they've been together for i think like 8 or 9 years and are about the same age as A&J (julien being around andy's age & jenna around juliet's age) & although they can have mature adult conversations and all of that, they still act like idiots and joke around together. neither of them look uncomfortable or are afraid of saying certain things like andy is around juliet. so andy aging doesn't mean shit in regards to his personality doing a 180.
đ€ okay, so part two here we go. (Also I apologize if I get the chronological order of anything I talk about incorrect, Iâm a bit scattered sometimes and the next ask I make will be the one where I talk about the domestic abuse and I tend to get quite heated, which only makes my brain function worse lol) so the point at which Andy was trying to get fans to go vote for/ support Juliet when she was on the voice seemed really fishy. Iâm all for supporting the work of the people you love, but itâs kinda strange how hard Andy was pushing this at the time. Too hard in my opinion. Iâm obviously aware that it was helpful in the end and he more or less got what he was asking for. But it was like he absolutely needed people to vote for her. As if he would get in trouble if they didnât. So around 2012 or 2013 it felt like things really went down the shitter from there and just got progressively worse. (I never knew why for the longest time, but after they revealed that Vegas wedding that happened in about that time frame, it made a lot of sense.) Andyâs behavior began to change towards his fans. There are a lot of accounts of this happening from fans themselves and a lot of people said that 1. It was worse with Juliet around, and 2. a lot of the time it would happen towards females especially. ( I think more towards the âprettyâ fans but donât count me on that, I donât know for sure.) This was completely night and day. Especially coming from the same man who used to always defend his fans and once stated something along the lines of he would never have a crazy or awkward fan story because he loves and is grateful for all of his fans and he wonât get upset if theyâre just really excited. I would understand if these fans crossed the line in some way (like the later incident of fans finding his address and harassing them, which is unacceptable no matter who the people are) but from most if not all of the fan stories Iâve heard, they didnât. They were being respectful and didnât do anything to warrant this happening to them besides showing up. Which brings me to my next point, a lot of these negative experiences were caused by Juliet. Either she was the one being mean to people, she was causing Andy to be mean to people on her behalf, or her presence was upsetting Andy to the point that he was angry and started being rude and irritable. What scares me the most are the accounts of Andy having a whole Jekyll and Hyde thing, depending on weather or not Juliet was present. Happy when heâs free of her and miserable when he isnât. In videos of him where Juliet is behind the camera he always seems nervous and strange. Like heâs afraid to mess up. Thatâs fucking alarming to say the least. You would think that the last thing one would want to do if another person brings them this much anger, stress, and anxiety, the LAST thing they would want to do is fucking marry them. Right? He literally started barely smiling at one point and really doesnât anymore. I mean for Christâs sake look at his wedding photos. Whatâs suppose to be one of the happiest moments of your life and to quote another anon with a different ask, he looks like heâs being dragged to the gallows. (And I get really fucking Angry honestly when snakeys tries to pass it off as âoh heâs awkward he doesnât know how to smileâ or âomg heâs being dramatic for the aestheticsâ in some pictures, yes. But why the fuck would you look like that in pictures with the âlove of your lifeâ who you now regularly write cringy paragraphs publicly professing your love and complete adoration for? Andy knows how to smile genuinely. Ffs he used to. He smiled genuinely when he was a kid, he smiled genuinely with scout, and he smiled genuinely when Juliet wasnât around. He doesnât smile when she is there, and if he does, it is pretty much always visibly fake.) So I may backtrack a little later, but right now I want to talk about the fact that Juliet IS an abuser. More specifically, the plane incident. (Word limit. TBC.) 2 / ? -đ€
A/N: yes. 100%. when it comes to the wedding photos i will never understand people (specifically snakeys) writing off his behavior as him "just being dramatic for the aesthetics". is that something he would do in photoshoots? yeah. is it something he may do on stage? sure. something he would do in an interview? maybe. but candid shots of him on one of the "happiest days of his life"? wtf no. & idk why people think that.
đ€ Just before I start, again, with the pictures, I really donât think that Andy is enough of a self absorbed egotistical dick that he would actually sit there and put on the whole âmiserable tough guyâ act in every fucking photo he takes. Ah yes, the infamous plane incident. So straight up, Juliet exposed herself as an abuser, and brought out every bullshit excuse in the book (and made Andy go along with them) to try to cover it up. 1. She was drunk. Honestly this is total bullshit. I say this same thing when people defend cheating or any other degenerate behavior with the excuse of intoxication and I will say it now. Being drunk does not make you a different fucking person. It does not change the thoughts in your head. What it does do is impair your ability to make decisions and judgement skills in general. Itâs the same reason why people drive drunk. Itâs routine. Its what they would normally do. And because theyâre drunk, they canât see any reason why they shouldnât do that. Juliet gets drunk, she and Andy fight, she wants to hit him, and because sheâs drunk she doesnât think that she shouldnât fucking put her hands on him. 2. She hit him in âself defenseâ and he broke her ribs.(Thereâs several points I have debunking this) first of all letâs get this out of the way, no one on that plane (including the very real witness who just so happened to be an adult film actress (I think?) who you so love to discount because of it) saw him strike her or even touch her at any time. Two, you are in fucking airplane seats sitting right the fuck next to each other with an armrest in between. It would be pretty fucking hard to break your ribs unless they were made of actual glass, or Andyâs real name is Bruce fucking banner. Bones are surprisingly strong and Iâm going to go out on a limb here and say that itâd be damn near impossible for him to do that to you, which brings me to three, if he had broken your ribs you would not be fucking standing up, thrashing around, whining like a little bitch, and oh by the way, continuing to abuse your husband for the second time on that flight. Four, you had a miscarriage. (When I was trying to conceive with my husband it was very difficult. I had two miscarriages before I finally had my son. Iâm fully aware of how devastating having one is.) which is why if you are not lying (which I fully believe that Juliet would stoop that low just to get sympathy, especially with this big of a scandal. But I donât actually have proof of this so I will say that it is just speculation on my part) I donât fucking care. I am not unsympathetic to her if this did actually happen as I said, however, You do not get to make any excuse for putting your hands on another person out of anger. Ever. I donât care who you are, I donât care what kind of stress you are under, I donât care if you are inebriated in any way and I sure as hell donât care what the fuck you have between your legs. You do not hurt anyone. Point blank period. Five. You are a woman, you canât hurt him. This one, actually enrages me. We all know your crusty ass pulled this one out (and threw around trump supporters a few times for good measure) because you know damn well how society and the media views and deals with abusive women. Women can abuse. Women who are shorter or weaker than their target can abuse. The fact that there are people who either donât know that or donât agree with that is absolutely baffling. Six. The same (I believe) porn actress. Literally saw you beating your own face with the restraints you had to be put in (which by the way flight attendants only ever use restraints as an absolute last resort when someone becomes a danger to the others on board, so she had to be acting absolutely deranged) to give yourself a bloody nose to claim Andy hit you. Then you proceed to act like a child and tell Andy to call your fucking dad. (Which kinda proves that whole Scientology thing honestly) what in the hell. I stg as long as I am breathing I will never let this go. This is actual fucking domestic abuse. (Word limit TBC.) 3 / ? -đ€
A/N: yeah her hitting him "bc she was drunk" was never a good excuse not only for the reasons you mentioned but, also bc let's be real at no point are you ever going to get served enough alcohol on a plane to make you that drunk i don't care what anyone says. also when it comes to the excuse of him "breaking her ribs" does she forget that andy actually did break his ribs a while ago? i think she even visited him when he was recovering so she should know what kind of pain he was in. & if he actually broke her ribs, there's no way she would have even been able to stand bc i know andy sure wasn't able to. he said it was one of the most painful things he's experienced. (i don't think i need to comment on the rest of this. it would just be redundant. you hit the nail on the head with that.)
đ€ I donât care if it happened just that one time ore more likely is an everyday occurrence. Abuse is abuse and should never be tolerated. Kind of getting away from the plane thing. Andy always seems, as itâs been said on here before, afraid to mess up. Like he might mess up, and make her mad. A common behavioral pattern in abuse victims. He also at this point and for a decent amount of time before, doesnât seem like he loves her anymore. Like he keeps up appearances and pretends, but itâs like itâs a job heâs forced to do. Heâs tired and burnt out but was probably manipulated into staying and juliet is probably clinging for dear life. Also I donât know if Iâm the only one who thinks this, but I swear, the veganism and sobering up was just a cover up, most likely formed by either Juliet herself or her fucked up family, after the plane incident to hide their tracks and regain some public favor (because you know, if you advocate for animal rights then you canât abuse your husband đ) Andy never gave a shit before though. Even though it was unhealthy he loved to drink and smoke and was very outspoken about that. And he used to never give a fuck about eating meat or consuming animal products like leather. I mean theyâre still selling leather goods ffs. I would get having minor fuck ups because you donât know any better, but itâs fucking leather. And now Andy is unhealthy and miserable as ever, but the culprit is malnourishment and Juliet rather than cigs, alcohol, and Juliet. My final thoughts: I do definitely believe in the Scientology theory, but if not that than I definitely believe that Andy was and is being manipulated for his fame. On several occasions it really looked like they broke up, including the time when they did, and then said it was a joke. It really doesnât feel normal. Also, Juliet doesnât really care about Andy that much. She never wears her wedding ring, she sells all their shit, including sentimental items, and now that sheâs gained more popularity from being with him, suddenly doesnât want to put him in her bio or write him the same creepy ass paragraphs or anything. Itâs fucked up how shes so keen to say she did it all herself when really sheâs been riding dick for fame since before she even met Andy. It also always kinda seemed to me that Amy was kind of uncomfortable around Juliet. We all know that Chris loves to kiss her ass night and day (most likely to do with the Scientology thing âifâ itâs true), but Juliet and Amy always seemed to have a weird relationship like it was tense and forced. Also I just want to mention the time that Juliet talked about screaming at the woman over what I believe was a game night and brushed it off as being competitive and no one gave damn. Fucked up. To finish off this already way too long little series, I think Andy is a very vulnerable insecure person who got manipulated by several people (not just Juliet) some of whom he probably really trusted, and they helped to get him in Julietâs (equally if not more insecure) hands so she could hurt him as she pleases. I truly hope that even now both he, and his parents (even though Chris really grinds my gears) can get out of this whole shit show, relatively unscathed. I know this is probably pretty unlikely, but hope springs eternal I guess. As I said feel free to ask any questions you may have and I will try to answer them best I can. Thank you for reading. 4 / 4 -đ€
A/N: yet again you hit the nail on the head with this part so i don't need to comment too much. other than the fact that i do agree that juliet and amy's relationship does seem weird.
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The results pt 2 ~ âWhat about it makes you cringe?â Category 1
( - prologue.  - part 1 - category 2  - category 3)
Okay so this is the results to the question in the quiz, What about it makes you cringe. In reference to the questionnaires core subject about smut fanfics.
 Also quick psa there will be a part for the results for the other question - âIn kpop fics, Korean words i.e. jagiya, seem to be a no no, would you like to elaborate why?â
Now note these particular results are going to be split into 3 posts because I decided to split the results into 3 categories. 1 - Writing Aspects. 2 - Personal Preferences. 3 - Genuine Problems. Â
>THIS POST IS CATERGORY 1<
DISCLAIMER BELOW. (please read that before continuing)
This is going to be a long post. The responses were very enlightening but please donât take this as an attack. Consider this more as constructive cheat sheet to good smut writing or just ignore it if you donât agree with it. Some of this did get a bit deep appropriate trigger warnings will be put on the appropriate posts but Iâm not sorry it got deep fics can also affect real life as much as we wish it were something that didnât mix in with real life, it does. Iâm no official like sex guru or big-time writer, or what ever BUT I did add little advice underneath each answer, which are just a reflection of the peopleâs answers. Again if you donât like the sounds of this donât take it personal and click off.Â
Writing aspects.
Poorly written/typos â Nearly all of the people said that, poorly written, bad grammar and lots of typos made them cringe. Answers said that sometimes works are so poorly written it comes across as though the person writing doesnât know how sex works. Now by poorly written they talked about, the plot being non sensical, choppy or lacking decent grammar, too many typos, using words in the wrong context, repetitive language. They also specified they understand not everyoneâs first language is English but the least that can be done is proofreading of the works by them or someone else. And many people cried over the use of first person, they felt it brings them out of imagining the fic.Â
Language used â So they weâre talking about strange words for body parts especially genitals, and just weird terms and phrases in general. Regarding body parts, everyone mentioned that childish or full-on scientific names for genitals was the worst. Feedback suggests calling it a dick, cock â although some commented that cock sounded too vulgar, and pussy. Also referring to femaleâs arousal as juices was a common answer, to quote one of my fav answers âso none of that her juices coated my fingersâ Like bitch it aint orange juice.â Then for weird terms and phrases, no specific example was given but Iâm certain they meant things that literally every man and their dog would not say, ever! Personal opinion here but, âyou like what you see?â and âYour wish is my command.â, and âtongues fighting for dominance.â should die off. Itâs overused and Iâm sick of seeing it â pretty sure no one says that during sex in real life anyway.
So, to avoid it alls you need to do is use second or third person, proofread, and learn how sex works if you donât know. Also, best way to proofread it to leave it a few days then come back and read it again â also there are apps like Grammarly that help with your writing too. (PSA I personally love proofreading work, because Iâm weird like that, so if you ever want me to proofread drop me a message/anon.)
So, take a moment to consider what you are writing, again proofreading is very helpful, and just stick to the mature ways to say dick/pussy. Suggestion here if you canât write it the mature way, stop writing smut fics because clearly youâre either not mature enough or uncomfortable (to be) writing smut.Â
Dialogue â Too much dialogue and not enough action cropped up a number of times. Also that the dialogue written is cringy essentially, Then there was too much dirty talk, and dirty talk that shouldnât even be considered dirty talk which commented a lot in regards to dialogue. And although I think I wrote about this answer previously but weird words, exaggeration, and choppiness in the dialogue. (someone commented over use of buzzword but idk what buzzwords are.) May I also personally add that written fake stutters irritate the living day lights out of me just stop.
---- I actually did another questionnaire about this, it didnât garner same amount as this one but it gained a good few responses. The answers should be available to see, if you want you can take a look at that to see more about people thoughts when it comes to dirty talk in fics. ----
Advice is, keep in mind when writing dirty talk what sounds good, to plausible, to terrible. Just think about what sounds realistic as well, draw on your own experiences or what you want to be said to you. Also, if you donât find it sexy donât write it for everyone elseâs sake or to fit in with the trend, stay true to yourself but try to vary it up for each fic you write.
No build up â They talked about how some fics go straight to the dicking down, to action, with no build up or a bit of sensical plot, and it doesnât work. Or if the characters havenât even talked and suddenly, theyâre down to fuck. They expressed it doesnât make sense and doesnât feel like the characters are even that interested, as though theyâre fucking for the sake of fucking. This also ties in with some comments that said sometimes people fail to remember smut isnât just about being railed, it is also about connections with people and making love so going straight to the fucking, fails to make the reader want to continue reading.
The solution to this is to reference history/tension or build up the tension between characters, or just set the scene a little bit before getting straight into it. Also remember no one is having sex without some foreplay and if they are it isnât very good, so donât let it be like that in your writing.Â
Lack of realism/inaccuracies â Okay so this was mainly in regard to sex, the way the body works and some scenarios. To elaborate, people said that there are just some sex positions and places to have sex that just donât work. In example one person wrote how sex in a gaming/office chair doesnât work well and they know through personal experience. So, for the readers itâs just super unrealistic that it happens, and it leaves the reader either fixated on figuring out how that is possible or cringing because they know itâs not possible rather than reading the rest of the fic. Thereâre also just some ways the body doesnât work Iâm not going to go through examples there are so many, but we all know what is meant. Also, Iâll mention that kinks also were apart of the lack of realism, Iâll talk more about that in the next post.
So, based on this the only thing I can say is keep it real and keep it accurate as possible. Like we know its fiction but consider how ridiculous some of the stuff youâre writing may be, how impossible it is. Just donât be afraid to google things â you can actually freeze and delete your search history â to double check or educate yourself about. Or ask for advice, draw from experience, or maybe try it out yourself with or without your partner then reflect that in your writing.
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THOTS ON SHADOW AND BONE
Hello everyone! it is I, Trice, and i come with my thoughts on the Shadow and Bone show cause ive got many
I'm gonna divide this in what i liked, what i disliked, and what i think could have been better but didn't really bother me. Feel free to send your opinions too!
As a whole, I really liked the show and I think it's a great adaptation that both fans and newcomers will enjoy. It's super well done! and every episode had me glued to the tv even though I knew what was going to happen.
Beware this is long
To start,
What i liked
Mal and Alina
I never really liked Mal in the books, mainly cause he had like, nothing going on for him, and not having his pov made him no favors whatsoever. Alina's perception of him was everychanging, two factors that didn't make him unlikeable necessarily, but that made me not want to read about him. In the show he's way more likeable and even though he still doesn't have a lot going on for him, you can see that he's always trying to protect alina, and you also see a bit of his demeanor through Archie's acting. I think he made a great job at portraying him. And Alina! Alina who in the books was essentially a y/n sort of character (although she did get better over time), her character, likes, dislikes, her DRIVE was incredibly portrayed in the show. Also Jessie (loml, marry me) and Archie have incredible chemistry together and they sold their yearning SO WELL (and so did the kid actors portraying them as children oh my GOD)...yall...i cried when they held hands. My favourite scene was definitely when Alina took care of Mal's wounds (a favorite trope of mine). And the HURT in their eyes whenever they thought the other was in danger....i saw the show dubbed but I'm sure their voices made it beyond incredible as well, their face acting was just on. point. Overall the show rEALLY makes me root for them both individually and together which is something the books didn't manage to do.
The Darkling
AAAAA i really enjoyed the Darkling omg, incredible charisma, Ben does such a great job (and so did his voice actor in Spanish oh my GOD). His acting was just as I imagined it in the books and i loved how he could be as sweet and mysterious as he could be menacing. In fact! i liked him more than i did in the book, and i think it was a great choice to make him more human. I'm not sure if this was Ben or the writing, but i could really see his yearning for an equal, for Alina, his loneliness and his thirst for power and control too. Great love interest, even greater villain. And his wardrobe was phenomenal. I also really liked how they implied that The Darkling was a name given by other people, it was very believable that people would call someone who literally controls shade something akin to "son of the dark" or something of the sort, instead of it being a name he gives himself or his job title (both if which are incredibly pathetic and cringy to think about).
Jesper
No comments. He was just great. I love Kit.
Nina
Omg Danielle did SUCH a great job at portraying Nina, it's exactly how i imagined her in Six of Crows.
Helnik
THE. YEARNING. THE. CHEMISTRY. I didn't love their scenes at the boat but once that was over I was practically screaming at the screen to jUST KISS ALREADY. Calahan and Daniell have such good chemistry together and the few changes they made only served the story better. I did wish they had development over more time cause Matthias' change of mind felt too quick, but i get why they had to rush. Because of how good their chemistry was, their fallout also was incredibly painful.
Inej's fear of the Menagerie and her morals
Amita's portrayal of Inej's hurt, devotion and her refusal to kill (and later hurt cause she has killed) is incredibly subtle but so SO effective. She's so talented really and truly sold Inej's feelings throughout the show.
VFX
Man.....the fold, the volcra, the grisha powers.....kudos to the animators and overall artistic team cause they were incredible. Also seeing the different title animations in each episode was such a tiny detail that made me so excited and they all looked so good.
Ketterdam
Again, kudos to the artistic team, everything about Ketterdam felt so alive (and weirdly moist), truly sold a kind of aesthetic and life that is so characteristic if the Barrel, even when i didn't imagine it that way in the books.
David
He appeared like, twice, and both times were so cute and charming I can't wait to see more of him both on his own and with Genya.
The Wardrobe
So, at first i hated the keftas. I thought the looked tacky and costume, but when you see them on screen they're just perfect (although i have to say the patterns on some of the keftas were kind of...cheap looking? and the training keftas were just kinda boring. My favourite was the Darkling's. Aside from that, i really liked Kaz's and inej's clothes too. Very distinctive and recognizable (although it was kind of weird seeing Inej in teal instead of purple lmao).
And the queen's dresses. Chefs kiss.
It's...so cheesy (affectionate)
The whole show felt like the kind of movies I would watch as a kid like Harry Potter and Pirates of the Caribbean. The writing was stylized enough to make it incredibly dramatic and overall there was just so much heart behind all of it. Definetely a show to watch again and again and feel all of it, cause that's what it being so cheesy managed, to make me actually feel for it. It feels like something to watch on a rainy afternoon after a bad day....it's great okay i really enjoyed it, even (specially) the most unbelievable parts of it. And here's the thing, it's something that i think a lot of newer tv and film have lost, so this is good.
What i didn't like
Zoya
Mostly cause of the writing. Originally, in the first book, i didn't like her, neither as a character (stereotypical mean girl with no other motivation than to bang the love interests....all three of them....what's new i still think it's an incredibly sexist trope) or a person (hey at least this was intentional), but over time i grew to LOVE her (mean girl turns out to have a good heart and actually respects the mc and decides to fight alongside her cause it's what's right, without necessarily liking her or giving up her character??? AND she has strong motivations??? now THAT'S new). In the show, i hoped they would keep her mean girl nature while foreshadowing her depth, but all they did was turn her into a petty seductress with barely any screentime, and that only makes her not even a bad antagonist but just a boring character to watch. Not only that but they took away a big part of her character that needed to be developed in the next books. I wanted to watch her rivalry with Alina, her unjustified venomous tongue too, I wanted to be entertained by her and I wasn't. This was also a problem cause when she finally changed teams, and when she hugged Alina, it was incredibly unsatisfying, it would have had a way stronger effect if we had seen her being Ruthless Zoya with a big ambition. I also didn't like how we were told that she didn't like alina, or that she had a family, instead of it being shown on screen. Just from the show, all i can tell you about her is that she likes to bang people and she has a good moral code i guess. Yall, I'm so petty about this.
Kaz
So, I didn't hate him, in fact i think I would have enjoyed him if I hadn't read the books first, cause the two things that bother me about him were two essential characteristics of him in the books. FIrstly, he seems so strained, instead of the seemingly laid back, almost chill looking (even though we know he's not chill at all) Kaz we see in the books, the Kaz that always knows something that you don't. Show Kaz doesn't seem to always be in control, to always have the last word, the last laugh. Instead he seems strained, all the damn time. And I think this is mainly a writing and directing issue. And he also seems weak, something Book Kaz would never do. This is also an issue cause because he doesn't have the same presence he has in the books, the times where he is weak, don't seem as effective. Sure, Pekka Rollins has essentially reduced him and humiliated him, but I haven't seen enough of Kaz being actually dangerous for this to be shocking and for Pekka to seem even more hateable (and, i really liked Pekka, loved him as an antagonist more than i did in the books). Idk, Kaz was so charismatic and just fun and engaging to read in the books that his portrayal in the show felt lacking.
Alina's power's VFX
The little suns were cute and all but the light coming from within her was just ugly I'm sorry.
SFX
A lot of the sound design was just too stylized for the tone of the show i think. I particularly remember the sound of Mal's punches....what's that about.
What i think could have been better, but didn't particularly dislike
The Crows' storyline
And i think part of this is a consequence of Kaz not being as witty as he was in the books. Where's the incredibly complicated heist moves? the even more unbelievable C and D plans when something goes wrong? I didn't like that them getting Alina was essentially just luck, cause i didn't see enough of them being smart and quick on their feet. I also think it was unnecessary to have their storyline mixed with Alina's, i would have enjoyed watching a different heist, maybe in Ravka as well, and them incidentally crossing paths with Alina, more than i liked this storyline. ironically enough, the heist was the part i was least interested in
Genya and Alina
I just feel like her relationship with Alina wasn't strong enough, and i think it's because the show tried to make us believe they were much closer than they were without spending the necessary time in them.
Overall, I really really enjoyed the show, i will be watching it again (particularly cause i want to watch it in English) and i cannot wait for the second season omg (although i have to say, I'm scared for Nikolai)
I think that's all! I would also love to read yall's opinions and have a conversation.
#Shadow and Bone#Shadow and Bone spoilers#sab#sab spoilers#grishaverse#the grisha trilogy#six of crows#malina#helnik#shadow and bone series#sab review
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Group: A.C.E. Member: Seyoonie! also known as Wow (those thighs!!) Genre: Fluffy fluff. I watching Meteor Garden on Netflix so Iâm thriving off all the cringy goodness!! Request: Nope, a little drabble Length: Short|medium|long|idk man
(This has been sitting in my drafts for almost a year. Iâm on a break from work & really wanted to write some before the year ended. Iâve missed it so much but work had consumed my life this year & Covid has left me raggedy & exhausted! So enjoy this finished WIP!)
Because he takes up so much of your attention, youâve become pretty clumsy.
Sitting on the side of the tub with Seyoon kneeling before you looking over your handful of scrapes with a thoughtful look on his face was sending you into an embarrassment spiral.Â
âItâs a good thing you fell so close to my apartment.â He joked, gingerly poking the bruise forming beside the scrape on your knee.
âOw!â You hissed, jerking away from him.
âI need to clean your cuts you klutz.â He tugged your leg back towards him.
âIâm not a klutz.â You griped, crossing your arms before the scrape on your elbow stung at the contact causing you to wince and freeze.
âYou slipped going up a set of concrete steps, I thought you had broken a bone with how hard you hit the ground.â
âI was distracted.â You grumbled, watching Seyoon gentle dab some antiseptic to a cotton pad and dab at the visible abrasions on your knee, elbow, and hand.
âOh?â Seyoon paused as he stole a glance at you. âBy what?â
âFocus on this please.â You winced when he pressed too hard on your knee.
âSorry.â He smiled, as he went back to work. âIâll get to the cut on your cheek in a minute.â
You hadnât even realized youâd hurt your cheek too, so when your free hand moved to touch your cheek you werenât surprised when you winced from the sting.
The next few minutes you sat watching Seyoon disinfect, treat, and cover your little wounds. There was large bandage on your knee, which he finished applying with a little kiss over the bandage. It happened so quick you barely noticed and when it processed that he had kissed your knee your face heated up. Seyoon had placed a bandaid much like the one on your knee, with a minor alteration, to your elbow. Much to your surprise with another peck over the bandaid. The bandaids he used on your hand were much smaller and covered the two main scrapes. Instead of the bandaids, Seyoon kissed your palm.
The hummingbird in your chest was making it hard to breathe when you realized just how close Seyoon was. He gathered new supplies before he moved his body to be on he knees directly in front of you. In this position he was eye level with you, he was so close in the moment that you could count his lashes.
His focus was solely on the scratch on your cheek that youâre not really sure how you managed to get. It took him applying some ointment with his ring finger for you realize how gentle he was in that moment. The touches were feather-light. Seyoon seemed to realize just how close he was in that moment because his eyes flickered to you. His movements froze for a moment as he sucked in a quick breath before he finished with a bandaid on your cheek.Â
Seyoon sat back and picked up his trash, going to clean up the little mess he had just created.
To say that you were completely and totally distraught when Seyoon didnât also kiss at least your cheek after the build up would be a lie. You watched him quietly and unmoving from you spot on the side of the tub. Seyoon worked quietly like he always does. He threw away the used cotton pads and the bandaid wrappers. He put away the antiseptic and the antibiotic ointment and placed his first aid kit back into the top cabinet in his bathroom. He was washing his hands when he noticed you staring off into space at the spot where he just was.
Seyoon, who greatly enjoyed riling you up, didnât dry his cold wet hands but pressed them on either side of your neck to bring you back to the present.
âAh! Seyoon!â You whined as you pulled the bottom of your shirt up to dry your neck.
He crouched down in front of you with his hands resting on either side of your legs on the bathtub.Â
âIf you keep getting distracted youâre going to keep getting hurt.â
âSo?â You pouted, looking at the obscure and probably abnormal to anyone else group picture of Seyoon and his best friends. âItâs your fault.â
âHow is is my fault?â He raised an eyebrow, leaning a bit closer to invade your personal space.
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âIâm telling you, if Donghun doesnât quit his shit Iâll end up in jail for murder.â Seyoon rolled his eyes, his friend had been trying his patience all week and thankfully you offered to listen.
âSeyoon, you canât just kill him. I canât bail you out.â You laughed, looking up at him to see his eyes crinkled and the cutest grin.
âYouâd bail me out?â
âIâd try.â You shrugged, focusing back on the sidewalk. âI canât let you rot in jail.â
âI appreciate that.â Seyoon tugs you closer and wraps his arm around your shoulders. âMainly because I know the others wouldnât even notice I was arrested.â
âI always notice when youâre not around.â You meant to sound nonchalant but it came out rushed.
âI know.â Seyoon continues to lead the way towards the noodle shop by his apartment.
Conversation had died down but the silence was comfortable and his arm around your shoulders counteracted the chill from the fall weather. You adored times like these, just being around Seyoon. The two of you were, the best way to explain it, were in a flirtationship. It was more than just friends but neither of you had made a move to be more no matter how much it killed you.
You found yourself looking at him rather than where you were going as he continued on. His attention completely on the sidewalk ahead of him as he recounted his day stuck with Donghun.
âIâm serious though. He is one of my best friends but today I wanted to leave him at the train station. He was being twice as clingy as Jun usually is.â
âReally? Thatâs pretty hard to do.â You laughed, âJun is one of the clingiest person we know.â Seyoon grunted in agreement before he dug his head into your neck.
âIt was driving me insane. I could not wait to drop him off back at the apartment he shares with Jun.â Seyoonâs breath was warm on your neck and the weight for his arm was heavy on your shoulders as the two of you paused at the stairs that lead up to the street level you Seyoonâs apartment was on.
The heat coming off of your body was enough to fight off the chill of the cool evening as Seyoon ended up wrapping his arms around you. Your mind was consumed with Seyoonâs cologne and the feeling of his hands resting on your lower back. He gave your body one final squeeze before letting go and starting up the stairs. His hand reached out to tug you behind him.
Your body was reeling with tingles from Seyoonâs hands on you when your body lurched forward. Your toes caught on the first step and down you went, Seyoonâs grip on your hand disappeared as you tried to catch yourself.
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âAhh,â Seyoon smirked up at you, âdid I distract you?â
You just looked at him, your face and neck heating up. Seyoonâs smirk softened into a sweet smile as his hand moved to rest on your cheek. Your heart stopped as he leant forward enough to feel his breath on your lips.
âIâm sorry I distracted you, let me make it up to you.â Your grip on the edge of the tub tightened as Seyoon moved closer and bumped his nose again yours. âCan I kiss you?â
âYes.â You whispered as Seyoon closed the gap between the two of you.
It was sweet. And led to many little kisses, enough that you started to giggle from how happy you felt. Seyoon happily rested his other hand on your hip and laughed with you as he backed up just a bit.
âIâve been wanting to do that for so long.â
âMe too.â You confessed.
âIf you keep getting distracted Iâll have to keep making it up to you.â Seyoon grinned when you blushed again.
âI look forward to it.â You giggled before kissing Seyoon again.
#a.c.e imagines#a.c.e seyoon#kim sehyoon#a.c.e x reader#a.c.e fluff#kpop scenarios#a.c.e scenarios#kpop imagines#kpop a.c.e
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a/n ⟠surprise bitch! bet you thought youâd seen the last of me! đ€Ș iâve been here all along but just haven't felt motivated to write. i know it gets annoying to have to wait so long for updates but i appreciate those of you who have stuck by my side! ILY, FR FR. i try to make every update as good or better than the last so that its worth your while and sometimes that process can take me a long time⊠i hope yâall can understand that⊠i won't always update as frequently as other writers but i will get an update out at some point, just keep baring with me pls and thank you! âš
THERE WILL NOT BE A PART 2 TO THIS, PLS DO NOT ASK.
LIFE WITH BANGTAN | ot7 + kth smut
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genre âŸÂ fluff, smut and a bit of angst.
pairing ⟠bts x reader, taehyung x reader (smut)
summary âŸÂ the boys forget movie night and they have to find a way to make it up to you, starting with Taehyung...
warning ⟠idk, if i matters but i just want yâall to know this is very TAE X READER heavy... i mean itâs still ot7 x reader but just a bit more Taehyung focused... â smut, pwp, hand job, oral (f receiving), penetrative sex, dirty talk (a lot of dirty talk), fingering and more... â usual warnings: cringy-ness, swearing
words ⟠12k
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âUgh!â You groan as you step out of the elevator. The cardboard box youâre holding in your arms isnât too big but it is quite heavy. The box combined with the large backpack youâre waring is adding a bunch of unnecessary weight to your body and the journey to get to the boys dorm has taken longer than usual because of it⊠But you know this will all be worth it in the end, for tonight is movie night and hopefully the start of a monthly tradition with your lovers.Â
The cardboard box in your arms and bag on your back are both filled with Disney movies⊠From the classics all the way up to the most recent ones available on DVD.Â
Mayhaps you went a little bit crazy on Amazon, buying a total of one hundred and ten DVDs, some of which still havenât shipped yet bc they are coming from countries outside of Korea and mayhaps, buying all those DVDs put a bit of a dent in your bank account but youâre almost one hundredâŠNo, a solid ninety-five percent sure that this will all be worth it once you see the look of joy on Yoongiâs face after he watches the Aristocats for the first time or the tears in Jiminâs eyes during that one scene in Toy Story 3⊠Yeah, itâs gonna be a good night and youâre excited to experience it with your amazing boyfriends.
Finally making it up to the boyâs door, you put the box down on the floor and sigh, feeling relieved that you get to give your arms somewhat of a rest, even if for only a few seconds. You slide the shield of the keypad up and watch it illuminate. Quickly typing your customized pin in, the door beeps and you put your hand on the knob, twisting it open before it can lock again.
Once the door is slightly open, you begin kicking the box towards the opening, too lazy to bend over and pick it up again.Â
A minute or two passes and youâre still kicking⊠Youâre doing well, the box is nearly halfway through the door when suddenly the door is pulled fully open. âOh!â You say almost following forward as you had been resting a lot of your weight on the door to keep it from closing whilst you kicked the box inside. âDarling~â You know immediately, without even having to look up, that itâs Taehyung calling you. The tone of his voice combined with the endearing nickname heâs been calling you since the day you two met gives him away.Â
Before properly greeting him, you bend down to pick up the box again since you donât have to worry about the door anymore⊠Picking the box up will probably go much quicker than kicking it.Â
Once the box is in your arms again, you look up to meet Taeâs pretty brown eyes and boxy smile. You canât fight the smile forming on your own lips. âHello Handsome.â You tell him before leaning forward to place a single kiss against his soft lips.
âWhy are you so dressed up?â You question, not missing the way the navy blue slacks and crisp white button up heâs wearing, compliment his tan skin.Â
He takes the heavy box from you then steps aside to let you in without answering your question. âOh fuck,â He groans. âWhat the hell is in here?â He asks. Thereâs a slight strain to his words as he struggles to balance the heavy box in one hand whilst he closes and locks the door with his other.Â
Upon stepping inside, you see that the dorm is up in slight chaos.
One of the boys makeup artist and a friend of yours, Sua, is chasing Jungkook around with an eye shadow palette in her hand. There is a stylist youâve never seen before, standing entirely too close to Namjoon while she fixes the collar of his shirt and Jimin is sitting on the couch while their hair stylist straightens the few fly-aways at the top of his scalp.Â
Sua notices you first before any of the other guys do.Â
âY/n!â She stops chasing Jungkook to approach you.
Jungkook stops running around and Jimin looks up from his phone at the sound of your name being called.
âHi baby!â Jimin says enthusiastically before waving at you. You look over at Jimin and give him a sweet smile. âHi...â You say softly, waving back. You know he wouldâve gotten up to greet you with a kiss if the man above him wasnât holding a hot hair styling tool to his head.Â
You look away from Jimin to see both Sua and Jungkook making their way over to you.Â
Sua gets to you first and wraps her arms around you, engulfing you in a tight bear hug, which is slightly awkward since you didnât have time to put your arms out to receive the hug properly. âLong time no see, how are you doing?â She asks against your ear before releasing you. âI know! Iâm doing well, how are you?â You smile at her, although confused as to why sheâs there, you are happy to see her.Â
Sua has always been sweet to you and she was one of the first people to discover that you and the boys had something going on and even though she was a bit weary, she was supportive when she realized how much you really loved all seven of them and how much all seven of them loved you.Â
Sua kept your secret until it was made knowledgeable to the rest of the staff and you have been grateful to her ever since.Â
âIâm good! Just trying to get these boys of yours to sit still for a second. Especially this one.â Sua says pointing a thumb at Jungkook who is standing behind her with the brightest bunny smile. He waits eagerly for his turn to hug you. âI donât know how you do it.â She continues and you chuckle. âDonât worry, they run away from me too.â You joke and both Sua and Jungkook chuckle. âI do not.â He protest, opening his arms for a hug.Â
You finally take off you backpack, placing it on the near by chair and walk up to him. You wrap your arms around his waist and press your face against his chest. Your eyes close instantly at the warmth you feel being against him. Jungkook waste no time wrapping his arms around your frame, squeezing you against him.
Like always, youâve missed your boys so much.
âI missed you.â He tells you, almost as if he can read your mind and you smile. âI missed you too Kook.â You confess before pulling away.
âAre you guys almost ready? Manger-nim will be here soon with the car.â You hear Namjoonâs voice from behind you. You pull away from Jungkook and turn to face the leader of the group.Â
What is going on?
âDid I mixed up the dates for our movie night orâŠ?â You mumble to yourself, thinking maybe you had read the date wrong on your calendar.Â
You pull out your phone to check your google calendar, that holds all your important dates. You are usually bad with dates which is why you rely on your google calendar to keep track of everything.. You know once you put it in there, itâs official so you donât understand how you couldâve messed this one up.Â
The men around you seem to slow down their frantic movements at your words. âBabygirlâŠâ Namjoon calls out and you look up to face him. The look on his face, makes you worry. His brows are furrowed and his lips form a slight pout.Â
âMovie night... We completely forgot.â Your heart drops at his words.Â
âWe completely Forgotâ⊠The words are dramatically echoing in your head for some reason.
How could the forget the movie night youâve been planning for weeks.Â
âYou forgot?â You ask for confirmation and Namjoon nods his head, a solemn look on his face. âDarling, weâre so sorry.â Taehyungâs voice catches your attention and you turn around to face him this time. âAn event came up that we have to go to.... A car is on the way to pick us up.â He explains to you.Â
âOh...â You say, not able to hide the disappointment in your voice. Jungkook comes up to you from behind and wraps his arms around your waist. You donât even have to turn around to know itâs him. It just feels like him, not to mention, he loves to give you back hugs. He pulls you close to his chest and then rest his chin on your shoulder. âPlease donât be upset.â He begs you but itâs too late. Your feelings are hurt.Â
How could they forget? You think again.
âIâm not.â You lie and Jimin is the first to sniff you out.Â
âYes you are.âÂ
Hoseok comes walking out of his and Jiminâs shared bedroom. He is looking as gorgeous as ever in a suit that is tailored to perfection. Upon seeing you, he gives you his one hundred watt smile but suddenly, it fades when he notices the look on your face. âWhatâs wrong Angel?â He mumbles, softly. Youâre about to shake your head and lie again but Jungkook speaks before you can. âShe came for movie night.â Jungkookâs chest rumbles against your back as he speaks. âThat was tonight?â Hobi asks, looking up into your eyes. His usual bright expression is now a little less bright when he catches the displeasure in your eyes. He can tell youâre upset and that you are doing your best to hide it but he knows you. He knows that look.Â
You nod your head at his question, a broken smile gracing your lips. âAngel...â He starts before his long legs strut over to you until he is standing in front of you. He leans down to place a sweet kiss to your lips. Although youâre upset, you return the kiss as best you can with Jungkookâs arms still wrapped firmly around your waist.Â
âItâs okay...â You lie again.Â
âWeâre so sorry baby.â Jimin apologizes and you shrug. âItâs fine.â Your fourth lie for the nightâŠ
Jin comes strolling into the living room with Yoongi not far behind. âOk kids. Car is here. Letâs get going.â They both look too good to be true. Dressed in dark suits that seem to compliment each other. âPrincess?â He greets your curiously. You give him a small smile. âHi...â You say. âYou look handsome. You all do.â You say truthfully.
Yoongi looks up at you. âKitten, what are you doing here?â He asks in confusion.Â
Seriously? No one remembered what tonight is⊠or was supposed to be?Â
You feel like youâre going crazy, like you made it all up in your head but you know you didnât. You remember planning this night... The eight of you agreeing upon this date so you donât understand how this has happened...
You want so badly to tell them off but you also donât want to start anything⊠You suppose itâs not their fault... You knew exactly what you were getting yourself into, the minute you decided to be with them, to love them⊠They have priorities and obligations to fulfill as the âWorldâs Biggest Boyband BTSâ but you wish that sometimes, they could be your boyfriends and just that alone. Even if, just for the dayâŠ
âI came for movie night but it seems you all have other plans.â You say, the words come out bitter than you intended but you canât take them back now.Â
âDonât say it like that baby.â Jimin tells you, feeling guilt bubbling in his chest. Yoongi comes to stand in front of you after Hobi has step away to put on his shoes. âKitten, why donât you stay until we get back?â Yoongi offers and youâre about to decline his offer when you feel Jungkook press his lips against your neck. âYeah stay, weâll be back before you know it,â He whispers against your skin.Â
âYou guys know I donât like to stay in the dorm when youâre not here.â
âPlease?â Jimin begs. âIf youâre not too tired when we get back, we can watch one of the movies you brought.â Jimin suggest, and the idea swims around in your head for a little bit⊠As tempting as it sounds, you know that theyâll be the ones too tired to stay up and watch movies with you.
âGuys we really need to goâŠâ Jin reminds them, picking up his shoulder bag and his suit jacket off the couch.Â
âYou guys go ahead... You donât wanna be late.â You tell them and you watch as Yoongiâs lips form a small pout. You usually lose your mind at how cute he looks when he unintentionally pokes out his lips but in this very moment, all you can do is give him a half hearted smile. He leans forward and kisses you. âI hope youâre here when we get back.â He says before walking towards the door. Jungkook kisses your cheek then lets go of you to follow his Hyungs out. Namjoon is the last to leave. He places a kiss at the top of your head then walks towards the door. âSee you later Baby girl.â He says before leaving, the door slamming behind him.Â
You sigh and turn away from the door. You are instantly greeted by the messy dorm. The stylists and Sua mustâve slipped out of the dorm while you were conversing with the boys because you were now left alone. In a big, empty, messy dorm.Â
You decide to tidy up so the boys will have a nice cozy and clean place to come home too. Plus you need the distraction⊠You just got ditched after all.Â
You pick up the movie box that Taehyung left on the counter and bring it over to the coffee table. You plop down on the couch and begin unpacking the box.
You even went through the trouble of buying as many of the Korean subbed versions as you could find for some of the older classics like Cinderella and Sleeping Beauty. You know Tae and Jimin have never seen those.Â
You neatly stack the movies in the middle of the table, surprisingly the only clean spot in the house, before you begin tidying up the place.
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Cleaning kills about two full hours. You cleaned the the living room, vacuuming and wiping down all the surfaces. You also decided to clean the kitchen, making sure the dishes in the the dishwasher were clean and then packed away and the counter top was removed of any stains. You attempted to clean each of the boys room but gave up after picking up all the clothes thrown around in Taehyungâs.
After you were satisfied with the way the dorm looked (and smelled), you walk back into the the living room and plop down on the couch. Your eyes glaze over the large stack of DVDs you brought with you... Without even realizing it, a frown grows on your face.Â
Cleaning had kept your mind off of the fact that your boyfriends ditched your planned movie night but now that you were done, now that you didnât have anything keeping you busy, your failed attempt at spending quality time with your boyfriends was all you could think of.
You sigh heavily and pick up your phone. You decide to open the twitter app and browse around. Maybe one or two of the fifteen people you are following would post something to make you laughâŠ
You loved laughing, it always made you feel better.Â
You were lucky enough to stumble across a few memes. You giggle at them and save one in particular to your camera roll to use later in your group chat.Â
As you scroll further down, you come across a photo that makes your heart flutter with fondness.Â
One of the BTS fan accounts you follow (just because you enjoy the memes they posts and all the cute edits), posted a picture of the guys. You knew instantly it was a picture of them from the night. They look exactly the way they did when they left and you distinctively remember Yoongiâs shinny dangly earring and how it looked pretty with his outfit.
The picture was taken mid laughter. The way Jiminâs eyes turned into crescent moons, how Hoseokâs mouth formed a prefect heart, the way Jungkookâs nose crinkle and his two front teeth made an appearance and how you could practically hear Taehyungâs deep laughter just from looking at the way his mouth was wide open and his head was thrown back⊠It all made your heart swell in your chest.Â
You wished you could be the reason they were laughing or be there to laugh with them. You genuinely just missed them. You were looking forward to spending time with them tonight. You desperately wanted to be wrapped up in Namjoonâs arms, snuggled under a blanket with Jin beside you and Yoongiâs head on your lap while you play with his soft locks as he drifted off to sleep⊠The other boys gather near by. You always felt comfort when they were close to you.Â
You suddenly felt a wave of discontent wash over you. Youâre not usually one to let things get to you. You pride yourself in being someone who is very understanding, especially when it comes to plans changing but for some reason this situation is hitting you hard.Â
Itâs been almost a month since youâve hung out, like really hung out with them. And yes, youâve gone longer without seeing them as they were away on tour in different countries for months on end but this time they were back home. You could pop into a practice every now and then or sleepover at the dorm if you want to but they had been so busy this month (even with them being back home), that spontaneous visits were not in the cards for you which is why you were so looking forward to this night.
Exiting out of twitter, you decided to open the Message app. You go into the group chat named âTeam Kim Seokjinâ and type out a quick message.
YOU to Team Kim Seokjin
hey guys, i hope youâre all having a good time. i finished cleaning up the dorm a bit and now iâm going to head home.
YOU to Team Kim Seokjin
i know you all wanted me to stay but it doesnât feel right... anyways, be sure to text me when you get home. love you all â€ïž
You sent the messages and locked your phone, not waiting for a reply. You stood up, grabbing your duffle bag and throwing it over your shoulder. You shut off all the lights before heading out the dorm.Â
Your phone pinged, indicating that you received a text messages but you decide not to check it right away as you were too focused on getting back to your apartment.Â
You hope the comfort of your bed would make you feel a little bit betterâŠ
Meanwhile on the other side of town. Taehyung and Yoongi were in the bathroom. The award ceremony they were attending had just called for an intermission so the two decided itâd be a good time to release some fluids.Â
Yoongi was drying his hands when suddenly his phone vibrated in his pocket the same time that he heard another phone ping, the obviou sound of a text tone⊠He knew it was Taeâs phone as he was the only other person in the bathroom and Yoongi himself had yet to take his phone off of silent.Â
âHyung!â Taehyung shouts after flushing the toilet in his stall. âHmm?â Yoongi hums in response. The stall door flies open and Tae hastily walks out, holding his phone up for Yoongi to see the text heâd just received from you. âSheâs not staying.â Tae pouts.Â
âWhat?â Yoongi says in confusion, not too sure what the younger male was getting at.Â
âY/n... She said she isnât going to stay overâ.â Taehyung says,
Yoongi squints his eyes, trying to get a better look at Taeâs bright screen before giving up to pull out his own phone. He unlocks it and looks at the text messages you sent, rereading them a few times to himself. âAh.â He says in realization. ââAhâ? Sheâs mad at us and all you have to say is âahâ?â Tae whines.Â
One of the things Taehyung hates most in this world is when the people he loves and cares about are upset with him and you are at the top of that list. âI donât think so.â Yoongi tells the younger man. âI disagree⊠I mean we basically ditched herâŠâ Locking the phone and pushing it back in his pocket, Yoongi turns to the mirror and fixes a few loose strands of hair.
âLeave it to Taehyung to over react at a simple text message.â Yoongi thinks.
 âSheâs not mad. Trust me.â Yoongi tries to reassure Tae but truth be told, he actually didnât know himself if you were mad or not⊠He understands why you would be upset, if you were but he also knows that you are someone who doesnât get upset easily.Â
As Yoongi waits for Tae to finish washing his hand, his phone vibrates again. This time, itâs a text from Hoseok.
HOBI to Team Kim SeokjinÂ
đ„șđ„șđ„ș you wonât be there when we get back?
After reading Hoseokâs text, Yoongi instantly feels a twinge of guilt in his chest. He knows he shouldnât... After all, he didnât even want to come to this event but, itâs work. Something he had to do⊠Heâd much rather be at home, cuddling up beside you on the couch, watching some stupid childrenâs movies⊠That would be a way better use of his time because it was time being spend with you and his brothers.
âReady Hyung?â Taeâs question pulls Yoongi out of his head. He nods in response at the blue haired man before the two of them exit the bathroom, heading back to the others.
Yoongi decides that heâd call you as soon as the ceremony is over, to check up on you. He just hopes youâll be awake to answersâŠ
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AÂ Â W E E KÂ Â L A T E R
With groceries in hand, you struggle to put the pin into the keypad of your apartment door. After two failed attempts and almost being locked out permanently, you decide it would be easier if the grocery bags werenât in your hand⊠You lean down to place the bags on the floor and just as youâre about to stand back up, you hear the most horrifying sound⊠The keypad beeps indicating that it has been unlocked and the door is being pulled open from the inside.
âWhat the fuck?â You mumble out loud.Â
You swiftly stand up straight, ready to throw hands at the intruder but you are pleasantly surprised to see the one and only Kim Taehyung, standing in your doorway with a bright smile on his face. âTae?â You say, releasing a breath you didnât know you were holding.Â
Although relieved to see your boyfriend and not some thief or lunatic⊠You were still a bit confused. âWhat are you doing here?â You question as he bends over to pick up the grocery bags for you. âI came to see you.â He states the obvious.Â
Upon hearing his words, your eyes suddenly widen at thought of him coming into your apartment complexâŠÂ
In the middle of the afternoonâŠÂ
Where nearly a hundred other college students are livingâŠÂ
Anyone couldâve saw him.Â
You hastily look around then begin walking forward, pushing Taehyung back into you apartment at the same time. âWhoaâŠâ He says slightly confused and startled by your sudden moves. âSomeone couldâve saw you dummy.â You scold him and he simply chuckles at you. âI was extra careful.â He informs you. âI wore a mask and a hat and I came in through the back entrance.â He tries to reassure you before walking over to the kitchen to put your bags down. You scoff at him in both amusement and disbelief because you canât believe that he really thinks a simple mask and hat is enough to hide his appearanceâŠÂ
His fans could spot him even if he were dressed up as Bozo The Clown.Â
âAs if a mask could hide you from an ARMY...â You say sternly.Â
âSomeone couldâve saw youâŠâ You repeat, your voice still a bit on edge as you take your shoes off at the front door. Tae doesnât seem to care that he couldâve gotten caught sneaking into your building... And itâs not like he hasnât snuck in before. Heâs been to your place a handful of times but never at this time of day so youâre just a bit concerned but youâll let it go for nowâŠ
You walk into the kitchen to see that Taehyung has started unpacking the groceries. Youâre amazed by the fact that he seems to know where everything goes. You canât help the way your heart flutters at how domestic the scene in front of you is but flutter in your heart simmer down just as a thought pops into your head...
What is he doing here?
âNot that Iâm not happy to see you babe, but what are you doing here, seriously?â You start. âI thought you and the boys would be in the studio all day.â You say and he shrugs. âWell yes, weâre supposed to be⊠Thatâs where the members are now but I snuck away for a bit...â He explains. âI wanted to make sure you were okay.â Your eyes brows furrow in confusion.Â
Why wouldnât I be okay?
âWhere does this go again?â Tae asks as he holds up the box of cookies and cream Rice Crispy Treats.
âCabinet above the microwave.â You point to the spot youâre talking about and Taehyung nods before turning around to put the sweet treat away. You walk further into the kitchen to help him pack out the rest of the groceries. âWhy wouldnât I be okay?â You finally say, referring to his previous question. âWell âcause of the whole movie night fiasco last weekâŠâ He informs you before turning back around to face you.Â
âAhh.â You say in realization.Â
So thatâs what this is about... He thinks Iâm still upset.Â
You chuckle at the thought and walk over to the fridge to put the orange juice inside.Â
âIâm okay my love, you didnât have to come all the way over here to check on me.â You tell him. You feel bad that you gave him the impression that you were still upset. You donât want him to be worried about something that you were no longer thinking about. âYouâre our girl, of course I had to come check on you⊠Iâm sure the others wouldâve tried to come, had they known I was comingâ He says.Â
You close the fridge and look up at him, smiling fondly. You make your way back over to the grocery bags⊠You decide to just take everything out at once and line them up on the counter to make things easier for yourself and make the process of putting things away go faster.Â
âYouâre sweet baby but I promise you, Iâm okay.â You reassure him.
âBut you werenât though⊠Right? Before you were mad at us?â By the tone of his voice you know thereâs a pout on his lip. âYes.â You say truthfully, not wanting to hide anything from him. âI knew it!â He exclaims. âI knew you were mad. Yoongi Hyung said you werenât but I know you darling.â He says confidently. âIâll admitâŠâ You begin before closing the fridge and turning around to face him. âI was upset that night⊠Mainly because I just wanted to spend time with you all but I got over it.â You confess.Â
âI understand that you all have priorities and-â
âYouâre our priority.â Taehyung cuts you off⊠As much as you want to believe him, you couldnât. Yes, you know they love you and you know you mean a lot to them but you also know that their careers, their fans, mean just as much and sometimes that means you have to take a back seat to that part of their lives...Â
And thatâs something you have to learn to accept.Â
âLet us make it up to you.â Taehyungâs voice brings you out of your thoughts.
âThereâs no need.â You tell him and there really isnât⊠They did nothing wrong and thereâs nothing they needed to make up for. âAw come on,â Tae whines. âSleepover, we have the weekend off!â He suggests and you have to shake your head immediately. âI canât.â You state. âI have a big project due on Monday that I need to get started on.â He pouts cutely and you resist the urge to kiss that pout off his lips.Â
âOk, well just come over Friday night then⊠The guys and I miss you so much.â He takes a step forward and you take one back⊠For some reason, your subconscious is telling you that some shit is about to go down that you are unprepared forâŠ
âTaeâŠâ You say warningly. You hate to disappoint him and the rest of your men and you would normally never turn down the opportunity to spend time with them but you just didnât think itâd be responsible to hangout when you have so much work to do and catch up on.Â
And yes, you could bring your work over to the dorm but that just wouldnât be logical... Youâd get nothing done.
âPlease?â You donât miss the way Taehyungâs voice has dropped and octave lower. You look up to meet his eyes and as you expect, there is something dark⊠Swirling around in them. He advances towards you again and you take another step back, this time your lower back hits the edge of the counter. Taehyung places his hands on either side of you, locking you between himself and the countertop. Thereâs no where for you to run.Â
âPlease stay over.â He pleads again and for a split second your eyes land on his lips. They are slightly chapped but they look so inviting... âLet us make it up to you.â His words come out as more of a command than question. âTaeâŠâ You say his name again, a little breathier than you expected but his close proximity is making you somewhat lightheaded⊠Itâs not like you havenât been this close to him before, hell youâve been way closer but for some reason, the way that heâs looking at you right now, like he canât wait to get his hands on you, like he canât wait to put his mouth on you⊠Itâs all very intense.Â
âI already told you⊠I canât.âÂ
âYou canât or you just wonât?â He asks you. His question kind of catches you off guard because heâs sort of got a pointâŠÂ
Itâs not that you canât go over to their dorm on Friday night or that you donât want to⊠Itâs just that you donât think itâd be the smartest thing to do with the word load you have on your table right now⊠âDarling.â Tae calls⊠He can tell by the expression on your face that you are playing with the idea of coming over, in your head. âHmm?â You hum, looking into his eyes. This time, youâre the one to catch him staring at your lips.Â
Somehow the two of you have gotten so close to each other that your faces are inches apart. You can feel his breath fanning over you as he speaks. âWhat do I have to do to change your mind?â He questions, seductively. His voice is as smooth and raw as honey. If lust had a sound, itâd be they way Taehyung is speaking to you right now... The tingle in your core seems to get stronger the more he talks.
You look at his lips one last time and because you canât resist him any longer, âKiss me.â is all you mange to say.Â
Tae is on you in seconds. He smirks as his lips collide with the softness and warmth of your own.
Kisses with Taehyung always start off slow⊠Slow and sweet and extremely passionate and today is no different. He sucks on your bottom lip slowly and you moan at the feeling. âMmm.â He moans along with you. He loves how plump your bottom lip is and the way it bounces back into place when he lets it go.Â
Tae takes his hands off the counter and grabs your arms, that are still awkwardly at your sides to place them on his shoulders. You instantly wrap them around his neck and pull him closer. You run your fingers through the blue locks at the back of his head and gently grip them.Â
You had been so thrown off by his lips on yours that you had forgotten what do with the rest of your body.Â
The two of you are chest to chest as his hands caress your sides. You slide your tongue across his bottom lip, hoping that heâll get the hint and sure enough he does, opening his mouth for you to slip your tongue in. The two of you swirl your tongues around each others, the feeling is sensual and sexy and is slightly overwhelming your senses but you canât stop.Â
Another minute passes and Tae pulls away from devouring your mouth so the two of you can catch your breaths. âSo...â He says breathlessly. You lean forward and peck his lips again, wanting to taste more of him. He smiles against your mouth before speaking, âIs that a yes?â He asks with his lips against yours and you giggle⊠It seems the man in front of you is adamant in getting you to agree to come over and if you werenât so horny and now, so extremely wet, youâd tell him off but unfortunately (or mayhaps, fortunately?), you are both of those things and it doesnât help that Taehyung has decided to drag his mouth from yours to the sweet spot where your neck and shoulders meet, peppering kisses and sucking harshly on the skin there.
âOh god,â You mumble to yourself.Â
It feels so good.Â
âDarling?â Tae calls you as your eyes flutter closed. You tilt your head to the side, giving him more space to work. âHmm?â You can only give him a hum of a response because you think your brain is too clouded with lust to form a coherent sentence⊠So you just donât.
âYou didnât answer my question,â He reminds you. His warm tongue runs over the patch of skin heâd previously sucked on. âWhat was it again?â You ask, having genuinely forgot what it was⊠He chuckles and slides his hands from around your waist down to your lower back, they rest there for a second or two before he moves on, sliding his hands over the curve of your ass. He grips it firmly and you gasps at the feeling âI said...â He begins. âIs that a yes⊠To coming over?â He pulls away from your neck to look at your face.Â
Taeâs heart beats rapidly and the tightness in his boxers increases when he sees the look on your face. He always thinks you look beautiful but even more so when your eyes are filled with desire, much like they are now. He could just eat you up... And he will.Â
âNo.â You say, bringing the man in front of you out of his trance. He raises his eyebrow at you and you try to hold back a smug smirk from forming on your face. âNo?â He asks, wanting to make sure he heard you correctly.Â
âNope.â You confirm, popping your âpâ and shaking your head.Â
âHmm,â He hums. You can tell by his tone that he knows youâre just giving him a hard time and he definitely doesnât mind playing along. âI guess that means Iâm gonna have to work a little harder to get you to say yes huh?â He questions you and you smile sweetly at him, âBingo.â You say matter-of-factly.Â
He knows exactly what you want.
A sudden mischievous smile graces his lips before his mouth is crashing on to yours again. Slow and sweet kisses will no longer suffice for such a moment between the two of you.... Everything now is fast and sloppy and so so good.Â
You moan as Taehyungâs tongue pushes into your mouth. He tastes as delicious as the first time he kissed you and you swear you could loose yourself in his mouth alone.Â
His hands come down to grip your thighs. âUp.â He grumbles in your mouth and you jump slightly, so that he can effortlessly lift you off the floor and on to the countertop. You can feel the groceries behind you, uncomfortably pressing against your lower back. You remove your hands from around Taehyungâs neck and bring them behind you to push the groceries out of your way so you have more room to move around⊠The whole time youâre doing this, your lips never leave his.
The sounds of heavy breathing and wet kisses fill the space around you... Also the sound of your favorite bag of chips hitting the hardwood floor but you have no time to dwell on that, not when one of your gorgeous boyfriends is making a mess of your panties and he doesnât even know itâŠ
Now with Taehyung in between your legs, you can feel how hard he is. Heâs pressing himself closer to you and the sudden urge to feel and taste his cock is strong.Â
Your hand is down his sweatpants and past his boxers before you know it. âOh fuck,â He grunts as you grip his hard cock in your small hand.Â
You donât hold back, beginning to stroke him as best you can from where youâre sitting. The angle is a little weird and slightly uncomfortable for you and thereâs a bit of restraint from his boxers and sweats still being on him but he seems to be enjoying it from the way his mouth has fallen open and his eyes are fluttering open and closed. âFeels good?â You ask, wanting to hear praises from him. âI-Iâm... Fuck...â Heâs struggling to get the words out and that is a boost to your pride, if any. You love that you can turn him into a puddy from just your hands. âIâm s-supposed to b-be making you f-feel good.â He finally get the words out and you smile.Â
You think itâs so sweet that heâs thinking about making you feel good whilst your hands are on his cock.Â
âWe can take turns baby.â You remind him before you grab him by the collar of his shirt with your free hand and plant your mouth on his again. The kiss is all teeth and tongue as you continue to pump his length... You use your thumb to spread the precum over the head of his dick. âY/n...â Taehyung breathes your actual name for the first time since heâs stepped into your apartment. âIf you keep doing that, Iâm gonna cum in my pants.â He warns you but that only encourages you to go faster.Â
You stroke his length with determination.Â
Your end goal is to get him to bust a nutâŠÂ
Right hereâŠÂ
In your kitchenâŠÂ
In his boxersâŠÂ
While you watchâŠÂ
You want to make a mess out of him.Â
âBut isnât that what you want baby?â You tease him. âTo cum, right here in my hand.â Your voice is innocent but your words are so dirty that Taehyung can only growl at you in response before throwing his head back. âFuck, your hand feels so fucking good around me.â He says through gritted teeth. âMy mouth would feel better but weâll get to that later.â You continue to pump his cock. Your pace goes from slow and steady to fast and hard and itâs making Taehyung loose his fucking mind.Â
From the way his dick twitches and the way his face is screwed up in pleasure, you know heâs already about to cum. âAre you close my love?â You ask him sweetly and his heart feels like it might explode. The fact that you can switch from being so dirty to so soft and sweet while you rub him off, really throws him for a loop. You are truly the best of both worlds.Â
âYes...â He groans, finally bringing his head down to lock eyes with you and you bite your lip at the sight in front of you.
You donât realize it but your hips are desperately gliding back and forth on the countertop, trying to get whatever friction you can⊠Even if its just the dull shift of your wet underwear rubbing against your folds every now and then⊠Itâs better than nothing at all. Your boyfriend takes note of this, feeling a little guilty, as he was the one who was supposed to be getting you off but instead, here you are giving him, probably the best handjob of his life. Heâll have to make up for it later but right now, he can only focus on the fact that heâs about to cream his pants.Â
âOh God, please Y/n...â He calls out, his eyes havenât left yours. The both of you are staring at each other so intensely that it feels impossible to look away. âWhat my love?â You ask him. You twist your hand around his throbbing cock as you continue to stroke him up and down rapidly. Your arm is about to fall off because of the constant change in speed but you refuse to slow down. âPlease donât stop.â He begs you, his voice strained. âI wonât⊠Not until you cum for me,â You promise him.Â
âAre you gonna cum for me Tae?â You feel his dick twitch for the second time after you speak.
Your mouth starts to water at thought of how pretty his cock must look right now. So thick and veiny and probably tinted a pretty shade of pink⊠You wish you had taken it out of his pants before going to town on it so you could see it in action⊠You were too eager but itâs okay... Youâll have a better view of it, once you get your face down there to suck him off.Â
âOh f-fuck!â He groans loudly, halting your fantasies about his dick. âI-Iâm cumming,â He stutters out, his eyes rolling to the back of his head as his mouth falls into a perfect âoâ shape. Your hand strokes him relentlessly for a few more minutes before you feel it... Tae releases his load all over your hand while your name falls from his lips repeatedly. You continue to pump him through his release, your thumb rubs over the sensitive head of his cock and he flinches at the feeling. âShit...â He says and you giggle, before pulling your hand out of his boxers. The back of your hand is shiny and wet with his cum⊠Instead of letting it go to waste, you decide to give him a show... You look him in the eyes and lick the mess heâs made off the back of your hand... Youâre not sure how sexy you look, licking your skin like a fucking cat would their fur, but Tae seems to be enjoying it and that all that matter.Â
âHoly shit...â He says once youâre done, he comes towards you at full speed, lips colliding for the third time tonight.
Taehyung places his hands under your thighs, guiding you to wrap them around his waist. Once you do, he hastily picks you up and you squeal as he carries you over the couch. He basically throws you down on it⊠Thank God, you got a bigger one. The little two seater you had before would never work for what the two of you are about to doâŠÂ
Your boyfriend moves swiftly to help you pull your shirt off over you head and you have to laugh at how eager he seems to be. âWhats so funny?â He questions and you smile. âYouâre just really cute when youâre needy.â You tease him and he scrunches his face in disapproval, making him appear even cuter than before. âIâm about to bury my face in your cunt and youâre calling me cute?â He says in disbelief. âWell, you areâŠâ You simply shrug your shoulders with smirk on your face. âShut up and get your pants off.â He says somewhat playfully before pulling his own shirt over his head. Your eyes land on his tan skin and his pretty collarbones.. Youâre sure your drooling now at how good he looks above you shirtless and dark eyed with his pretty blue locks cascading over his foreheadâŠÂ
He looks un-fucking-realâŠÂ
You begin unbutton your jeans but apparently you werenât moving fast enough for Taeâs liking which seems to be a recurring theme whenever youâre about to get it on with one or more of your boyfriends⊠Taehyung impatiently moves your hands out of the way to unbutton your jeans himself so instead you work on your sports bra which actually doesnât require much work at all⊠It isnât the cutest one you own but it does have a zipper down the front which makes the removal process much easier and for that, you are thankful. You unzip the bra and slide it off your shoulders before dropping it on the floor beside the couch. You canât stop your hands from caressing the tops of your breast then running your palms over your hard nipples. Taeâs hands would feel better but, heâs busy pulling your pants down past your hips. You lift yourself off the couch to help him get them off you. When theyâre off completely, he takes the clothing and tosses them somewhere behind him. âJesus,â He says as his eyes meet the large damp spot on your navy blue panties⊠âYou were this wet the whole time?â He asks, looking up at you and you nod in response.
âPlease take care of it TaeâŠâ You plead⊠Now that heâs brought it up, the wet, stickiness between your legs is starting to get uncomfortable and since heâs the cause of it, itâs only right that he fixes it. âIâd love to.â He tells you before leaning down to press kisses on your stomach, right above the waistband of your panties. You bite your lip and look down at him, both your heart and your pussy are throbbing in anticipation for what is about to happen.Â
Taehyung takes a chance and peaks up at your through his lashes⊠You are a sight to behold, laying here, so prettily and patiently waiting for him to make his next move⊠He thinks itâd be so easy to tease you and make you whine underneath him but heâs not a selfish lover and he desperately wants to repay you for the nut you made him bust not too long ago. He kisses the damp spot on your panties before looping his fingers in the sides of them. He pulls them down slowly and as your pretty cunt comes into view, he licks his lips. He canât wait to taste you. âHurry.â Your voice is soft and very desperate. âSorry Darling, I just was admiring youâŠâ He confesses and your face heats up right away.
Oh god, this man is going to be the death of me.
He pulls your panties off the rest of the way and tosses them in the same way he did your jeans, he then begins placing kisses one by one on each of your thighs⊠He takes his time, stopping every so often to suckle on your smooth skin⊠It feels amazing but you are loosing your patience. You whine out his name and he chuckles⊠After he just told himself, he wouldnât tease⊠He canât help it though, he just love to take his time with you.Â
Tae positions himself more comfortably between your legs, hooking his arms under your thighs and spreading you open wider. He starts by licking a stripe from the bottom of your core to the top, just to get a taste. The tip of his tongue hits against your clit and you sigh at the feeling. Taehyung groans in delight when the taste of you glide across his tongue, igniting a fire in him to taste more. He flattens his tongue over your folds, licking his way back down before pushing the wet muscle between them. Your breathing is already starting to become rugged, the small pants leaving your lips are enough to boost Taeâs ego and heâs only just getting started.Â
Gripping your thighs tighter to bring you even closer to his mouth, he begins lapping his tongue between your wet lips and your mouth falls open at his ministration. The back of your head gently hits the arm rest of the couch when Taeâs tongue hits your clit for a second time, this time he lets it stay there, rolling it over your harden bud slowly just before he sucks it into his mouth. âF-fucking hell..â You nearly screech out. His lips are locked around your clit and you can feel his jaw rubbing against your folds while his nose is pressed to the skin at the top of your cunt. You glance down to find his gaze is already on you. For a brief minute, you are able to see that his eyes are glossed over with lust before the flutter closed in pure bliss.Â
The fact that he loves eating you out just as much as you love getting eaten out is justâŠ. *chef kisses*Â
You push your hands in his hair and grip from the roots, he grunts causing a small wave of pleasure to vibrate over your clit. âF-fuck!â You moan out, arching your back. Taehyung sneakily removes a hand from under your thigh, bringing it up to your wet pussy. He swiftly slides a finger in without warning, causing you to yelp and arch your back, âOh my godâŠâ You say breathlessly. He begins pumping his finger in and out of you slowly, his mouth never wavering. He sucks on your sensitive bud like itâs his favorite candy.Â
Taehyung adds a second finger to your dripping heat and you clench tightly around them. He groans louder around your clit at the thought of you clenching around his cock instead. He knows heâd fit snuggly inside you and he canât wait to feel your warmth and wetness engulf him but for now, he wants you to cum on his tongue. You taste so sweet and youâre so wet for him that he might just end up staying down between you thighs forever. âSo sweet.â He mumbles exactly what heâs was thinking, over your clit. He then uses his tongue again, twisting the muscle in a circular motion around your clit while he steadily pumps his fingers in and out of you. You grab hold of your breast and pinch your nipples between the tips of your fingers to increase your pleasure.Â
Your body is on fire⊠You can fill that familiar coil in your stomach starting to turn and he can sense it too⊠Almost as if heâs is in tune with your body⊠Not to mention the way you keep pulsating around his fingers. âYour close..â Tae mumbles, only loud enough for himself to hear. âCâmon Darling.â He mumbles again, in the same tone as he takes his mouth off your clitâŠÂ
You can hear him talking but itâs almost like youâre under water⊠The pleasure is deliciously overwhelming and all you can think about it cumming hard all over his mouth and fingers⊠Youâre so close to that sweet release, itâs unbelievableâŠÂ
Now that his mouth is off your clit, Taehyung can focus on the look on your face. âBeautiful.â He, once again, mumbles to himself.Â
Heâll never get tired of seeing you like this. Never, ever.Â
He blows air over your aching bundle of nerves while he watches you become a quivering mess right before his eyes.Â
The moment when he decides to curl his fingers up inside you, moving them back and forth as the tips of his fingers graze across that spot, is all it takes to send you into a frenzy. âJesus, right t-there! P-please donât stop!â You exclaim. He pops his head up further, the entire area around his mouth and his chin are g l i s t e n i n g with your juices. âRight here?â He asks, grazing his fingers over the same spot again. The way his words fall off of his lips combined with how heâs looking at you should be fucking illegal. âYes, yes, yes!â You squeal as you orgasm begins blazing a trail through you body. âOh fuck,â Tae groans, as he feels your fluids run down his palm⊠In an instant his mouth is back on your clit. He sucks your clit, mercilessly and the overstimulation causes tears to pool in the corner of you eyes. You try to push his head away from your aching cunt but he wonât budge.Â
âAh-h T-Tae wait, p-please.â You beg him.Â
âI-I c-canât!â You blurt out and he finally releases you from his mouth but his fingers stay in you just a little longer, pumping you as you come down from your high.
The wet sound of Tae pulling is fingers out of your cunt is sensitive to your ears. He licks his fingers clean the leans forward to kiss you and youâre able to taste yourself on his tongue, which causes another moan to escape you. âDo you think⊠You can take my cock right now Darling?â He asks in between sloppy kisses. âI need to be inside you.â He admits and all you can give him is a nod of your head. âAre you sure?â He questions. He doesnât want to pressure you or make you feel like you have to do anything youâre not up for⊠He just really wants to feel you wrapped around him.Â
âYes.â Your voice is hoarse and barely audible but he hears you...Â
Taehyung kisses you once more the leans up, you can make out the imprint of his hard member through his sweatpants, you can also see a few dry patches of cum from earlier and your mouth salivates for the hundredth time tonight.
When the blue haired boy above you pushes his sweatpants and boxers down in one go, his dick springs free and your eyes light up when you see the glossy, pink tipâŠÂ
Just as you remembered, it is gorgeous⊠He is gorgeous.Â
You donât get enough time to admire it because he is positioning himself between your legs again. âReady?â He asks you sweetly and respond by leaning up to place your lips on his again. âGive it to me.â You encourage him and thatâs all he needs to hear before slowly pushing himself inside you⊠No foreplay, no teasing⊠Just straight to the point. The both of you gasps into each others mouths when your warm walls engulf his thick cock for the first time in a whileâŠ
âJesusâŠâ He calls out and you fall back on to the couch, not having the energy to hold yourself up anymore. He begins with slow strokes, like he usually does. He leans down to meet your mouth again, repeatedly kissing you. âI love you.â He confesses and your heart does backflips, like it always does when they say those three words to you.Â
âI love you.â You say back to him whilst his hips start to pick up the pace. His mouths falls on to your chest, peppering kisses on the valley between your breast before it comes to hover over one of your nipples. He pokes his tongue out and flicks it over your nip and you moan his name loudly as your eyes flutter closed.Â
Tae pulls out of you, leaving just the head of his cock inside your warm, wet center. He mouth comes down and closes around your harden nipple⊠He doesnât hesitate to suck it into his mouth right before he pushes back into you. âF-fuck.â You shout as your hands tangle in his hair yet again. He begins stroking into you at rapid speedâŠÂ
Your moans mustâve set him offâŠÂ
Itâs almost like a flip was switchedâŠ
The way heâs ponding into you now is total contrast to how soft and gentle he was being earlier⊠Not that youâre complaining. âT-Taehyung!â You scream and he finally lifts his mouth from off your nipple, making sure to release it with a pop. He leans up and youâre able to see the beads of sweat rolling down his golden skin. He grabs hold of your legs, wrapping them securely around his waist.
âScream my name again Darling.â He commands as he grabs onto your hips for support. âTaehyung!!â You scream again when he hits a particularly sweet spot inside of you. âYouâre so good to me baby! I love your cock so much.â You praise him and he smirks⊠The man thrives off of your praises.
Tae bucks his hips faster, you lift your own up to meet his thrusts. Your skins slapping against each other mixed with your heavy panting is one of the prettiest sounds youâve heard and you donât want it to end but you donât think that youâll last much longer⊠And from the way that Taeâs head is thrown back, how his grip on you is getting a lot tighter, and the way his adamâs apple bobs in his throat, you know heâs close too.Â
âAre you gonna cum with me Darling?â His voice is raw and he sounds so fucked out that it makes your pussy lips quiverâŠÂ
âY-yes, yes I-Iâm so close baby.â
âArgh! M-Me too,â
âGive it to me Tae, please..â
You hear him mumble another curse word under his breath and his thrust begin to stagger a bit before his releases his load into you⊠It takes you a little longer to reach your second orgasm but Tae doesnât stop fucking you until you do, even with exhaustion starting to settle into his bones, he rubs your clit and continues stroking his dick inside you until you cum all over himâŠ
Soon after your release, Taehyung collapses on top of you, trying his hardest to catch a breath. His eyes fall shut as he rests his head on your shoulder while you lazily run your hands through his damp hair. Itâs quiet between the two of for quite a while⊠Youâre both in post-amazing-sex bliss and are just enjoying being in each other embrace.Â
You think that Tae has fallen asleep because his body is limp on yours, heâs resting most of his weight on you and his breathing is steady but then you hear his slightly muffled voice say:
âSo weâll see you Friday night then?âÂ
You toss your head back and burst into fits of giggles.
âThis guyâŠâ You mumble to yourself, whilst shaking your head with the fondest smile on your face.Â
What am I going to do with you Mr. Kim Taehyung?Â
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F R I D A YÂ Â N I G H T
You arrive at the boys dorm at eight oâclock on the dot, like you were told. Stepping up to the front door, you quickly type your code into the keypad, the door beeps and you twist the knob and push it open before stepping inside. All the lights in the dorm were off, expect for the one in kitchen which casted a dim light into the rest of the open space. It seems like no one is home but that couldnât be the case... Surely Tae wouldnât have invited you to an empty dorm and furthermore, you texted him less than twenty-five minutes ago to let him know you were on your way so he had to be home.
âWhere is everyone?â You mumbled aloud to yourself.Â
Just as you pull your phone out to give Taehyung a call, you are startled by the sound of the toilet flushing. You whip your body around to face the bathroom door. You then hear the sink running. âTaehyung?â You call out but there is no answer. The sink is still running as you walk closer to the door. âHello?â You call out again, a little louder and closer this time when suddenly the sink turns off and the door is being swung open. You are greeted by a pair of sparkly, yet startled brown eyes. âOh!â Tae says placing his hand over his heart in shock. âShit, you scared me.â He says, sounding like someone has knocked the wind out of him. You smirk, doing your best to hold your laughter in.
âI was calling your name...â You informed him.
âIâm sorry Darling,â Taehyung steps up to you and wraps his arms around your waist before pulling you into him. You place your hands on his chest to stable yourself. Your faces are inches apart, much like they were two days prior. âHello beautiful.â He says sweetly. You feel heat rise to your cheeks at the compliment he gives.Â
Will you ever get used to all the compliments and affection these men throw at you? Probably not.Â
With the sudden urge to kiss the man in front of you. You lean in to close the gap between the two of you, pressing your lips to his. He instantly melts into you. With his arms securely wrapped around your waist, he pulls you closer.Â
The kiss begins to heat up. His hands begin roaming your body, slipping from around your waist to lay them on the small of your back. His lips are so soft today and you find it incredibly hard to pull away from him but you do before things go any further.
You reluctantly pull your lips away from Taeâs and he eagerly chases after you, always wanting more.Â
âSlow down tiger,â You say jokingly as you put your hands on his chest to prevent him from getting another kiss out of you.
âIâve missed you.â He confesses and you canât wipe the stupid grin off your face⊠âTae, we literally saw each other two days ago.â You remind him and he scoffs. âWhy canât you just say it back⊠Youâre turning into Hyung.â He tells you, his tone bitter. You laugh, instantly knowing exactly which Hyung heâs talking about. âLeave Yoongs out of this.â You say, poking his chest playfully. âSpeaking of YoongsâŠ. Where is he?â You say, looking around at what seems to be an empty dorm. âWhere is everyone and why is it so quiet in here?â You ask curiously.
Upon hearing your questions, a mischievous smirk graces face.Â
âWhat?â You ask, suddenly suspicious.Â
âCome, I wanna show you something.â Tae removes his arms from around your waist to grab hold of your hand.Â
âShow me what?â
âItâs a surprise.â
Hearing those three words cause a irritable groan to escape your lips. You hate surprises, really hate themâŠ
You start to have flashbacks of the amount of times youâve voiced your distaste for surprises and it had to be over twenty⊠Taehyung should know better. âTae, did you forget that I donât like surprises...â You remind him. âCâmon, stop being difficult,â He begins tugging you towards the front door but you are resisting. âAnd close your eyes.â He instructs you. âOh God, no.â You pout, stomping your foot like a child. âI donât wanna go.â You whine.Â
âHey, stopping being a brat.â He says, sounding somewhat annoyed with you⊠âJust close your eyes.â He adds. âYou close your eyes...â You mumble under breath⊠Tae hears you and laugh at your immature comeback.Â
âIf I close my eyes weâre both screwed, donât you trust me?â
âWith my life.â
âOkay then, close your eyes. Iâm not leading you into danger... I promise.â
You scrunch your face up in discomfort⊠âThat doesnât make me feel any better flex but okay.â Your remark once again causes more laughter to erupt from Tae. âWhat am I gonna do with you?â He mumbles more to himself but you still hear him, youâre too worried about where heâs taking you to comment.
After a few seconds of hesitating, you finally close your eyes. âReady?â You can feel Tae looking at you so you nod your head in response. âNo peaking.â He warns you as he start moving again with your hand locked in his. Your free hand moves around in front of you⊠You use it to prevent yourself from running into anything. As you start to follow Tae further into the unknown, holding on to him for dare life, you take a chance and pry your left eye open. Just as you do, he turn around to check on you. âHey!â He exclaims and you close your eye just as quickly as you opened it but itâs too late⊠Youâve already been caught.Â
âI said no peaking.â
âI didnât see anything and weâve barely moved an inch,â
Tae sighs before letting go of your hand. âWait here.â He says, before jogging down the hallway. âWhere are you going?â You call after him and get no response in return. You roll eyes and wait, anxiously shifting side to side.
It takes him all of five minutes to finally make his way back down the hall to you. You raise a curious brow at him when you realize there is something in his hand. He holds the item up, letting you get a better look at it. âA tie?â You question, looking at the funky patterned accessory dangling from his hand. âI couldnât find a mask or scarf⊠This will have to do.â Taehyung walks around you. âWhat are you doing?â You ask frantically. âBlind folding you idiot, since you canât follow instructions.â He says nonchalantly. âHey!â You turn around to hit his chest and he huffs out a breathy laugh at the contact. âI was kidding!â He tells you, before lifting the tie up to place it over your head then in front of your face. âTurn around.â He instructs you and you sigh before obeying his request. You decide not to argue with him anymore⊠The quicker you put the blind fold on, the quicker youâll be able to get it off⊠Hopefully.
Tae securely ties the fabric over your eyes, making sure the large part isnât covering your nose. âAre you okay?â He asks after stepping to the front of you and you know. âI guess..â You shrug and you can hear him chuckle. âCan you see me?â He questions. You canât see him but you can feel him moving around in front of you, probably dancing or making weird faces.Â
âNo Tae⊠Can we hurry up and do this⊠I wanna take this off.â
âOk, ok.âÂ
Taehyung finally grabs your hand and starts moving. You decided to grab onto the length of his arm, rather than just his hand. The closer you are to him, the safer you feel⊠And also if he decides to try and throw you down into a ditch, youâll be able to pull him down with you with how tightly your holding on to him.Â
You hear the sound of the front door being unlocked. âWeâre going out?â You ask, nervously. âYes Darling, but not far.â He assures you and your nerves calm down just bit. You know youâve stepped out of the apartment when the cooler air of the hallway hits your skin. You hear the door of the dorm shut behind you and the beep of the keypad, indicating that it is locked. âCome.â Taeâs deep voice is comforting as he continues to guide you to your destination. You walk for a short period of time before briefly stopping so that Tae can open, what sounds like, another door. âWeâre going up the stairs now.â He warns you. His voice is echoing in space youâre in and you body get goose bumps, not only from the chill in the air but also when you think of all the horrible scenarios that could happen while youâre blind folded.Â
âY/n?â Tae pulls you out of your own head.Â
âHm?â You respond shakily and he laughs. âWhy are you being so dramatic?â He questions in amusement. âIâm not.â You protest and you canât see him but you feel like he mightâve just shook his head at you. âYouâve gotta step up, okay? The first step is right in front of you.â He explains to you and you awkwardly lift your leg up and forward just a bit before putting it back down on the step.
With Taeâs help, you are able to make it up three flights of stairs. Youâre tired and out of breath by the end of it. âIâm not in the right shape for this.â You complain and Taehyung chuckles. âYouâre shape is perfect.â He says sweetly, the heat that rushes to your cheeks is evident but if Tae noticed, he doesnât say anything.Â
âAre we here?â
âYes.â
âCan I take the blind fold off?â
âNot yet.â
You can feel Taehyung shifting around you for a bit, then you hear another door being open and another b rush of cool air slaps you in the face⊠âOoo.â You say wrapping your arms around yourself. Itâs not freezing cold but itâs the start of September and the weather is starting to change from summer to fall so itâs a little chilly.Â
Taehyung puts his hands on your shoulders and nudges you throw the door way. The rest of you boyfriends are watching you amusingly as you put your hands in front of you in attempt to feel out your surroundings.
Jungkook is trying his hardest not to laugh out loud at how ridiculous you look flailing your arms about. Yoongi takes a little break from grilling the meat in front of him to glance at you and a fond smile graces his face when he does.Â
âIs someone cooking beef?â You say out loud. Jimin and Namjoonâs eyes widen when pick up on the smell so easily. âIt smells like a barbecue.â You admit and you can hear what you thought was muffled laughing in the distance but youâre not sure⊠You know it isnât Taehyung because heâs right beside you. âOk, Iâm gonna take the blind fold off but youâve gotta keep your eyes closed until I sayâŠâ He says. âOkay.â You respond, happy to just be able to get the fabric from over your eyes.Â
Tae stands behind you and begins untying the blind fold. He is looking at his members with a knowing smirk as he does so. âKeep your eyes closed.â He says, as the blind fold falls from over you eyes.Â
âOkay, ready?â Tae questions and you nod your head. âOpen your eyes,â He whispers in your ear and you do immediatelyÂ
âOh my god.â You gasps, placing your hand over your mouth in awe.Â
âSurprise!â All seven of your boyfriends shout in unison. Before you know it, your eyes are beginning to pool with tears.Â
The sight in front of you isnât what you were expecting.
You are on the rooftop of the boys dorms, it is completely decked out with fairy lights and streamers. Thereâs a wooden bench off to the side with an array of foods displayed. There a cute little tent made of sheets and filled with what looks like the softest and fluffiest pillows and blankets, right across from a huge portable projection screen.Â
There is a Disney movie already cue up⊠Youâre not sure which on it is but, the blue screen with the infamous white castle is ever present. Â
âAre you crying?â Taehyung suddenly asks, as he leans down to match your height so he can get a better look at your face. âNo..â You lie, trying to subtly wipe away yours tears. âAw~ My baby,â Jimin coos before he jogs over to you. He wraps his arms around you, engulfing you in a big bear hug and you sniffle, before hugging him back. âPlease, donât cry Princess... Our hearts will break if you cry.â Jin pouts as he shuffles over to both you and Jimin, wrapping his arms around the both of you for a mini group hug. âMe too!â Jungkook shouts as he runs over to the three of you. He tries his best to wrap his arms around all of you, snuggling close to Jin first and resting his head on the older maleâs back.Â
âI-I c-canât believe y-you guys did t-thisâŠâ Youâre a stuttering mess and it doesnât help that your words come out extremely muffled because of all the bodies smothering your own. Jimin laughs because he isnât able to hear exactly what you said but the shakiness of your voice is adorable. âWhat was that Baby?â He asks, moving back a little to give you room to speak but his arms are still securely around you.Â
âOk, I donât think she can breathe⊠You all have to give her room.â Namjoon is amused at the display of affection in front of him. Jimin, Jungkook and Jin back away from you, giving you breathing space and when you finally look up to greet them, your eyes are puffy and red and your nose is slightly snotty. âAww.â You can hear Hoseok say from across the room. He had been busy fixing one of the fairy lights and hadnât gotten a chance to see you properly. Now, here you are, a snotty nose mess in front of him and all it makes him want to do is hold you close in his arms until youâre done crying.
âI canât believe you guys did thisâŠâ You repeat yourself, this time a little more clearly. âWe felt really bad about missing movie night,â Taehyung, who has now made himself comfortable in the pile of pillows and blankets at the side of you, confesses. âBut I told you it was okay.â You say, voice still trembling.Â
âYes, we know thats what you saidâŠâ Hoseok starts. âBut it wasnât how you felt.â He adds.
âYeah, weâre really sorry Princess.â Jin chimes in. âWe know you were really looking forward to that night and we hate that we disappointed you by missing it.â He continues. You smile and grab his hand. You can see the guilt in his eyes, but you donât want him to feel that way. âBut all of this?â You say, looking around. âNot that I donât love all of this but, isnât it too much?â You ask shyly and by âtoo muchâ, you mean âtoo much for little ole youââŠÂ
âItâs not enough!â Jimin exclaims and the rest of the boys chuckle. âThis was all Jimin and Taehyungâs idea.â Namjoon admits. âYeah and you know they donât do anything half assed.â Yoongi adds as he takes the last few pieces off meat off grill to put them on a plate. You nod your head in agreement. âThank you guys for this⊠Itâs perfect.â You say truthfully. Youâre sure the boys can hear in your words, how moved you are. Your chest feels like it could explode at any minute. âAnything for you Angel.â Hoseok is staring at you like youâre his whole world and it only makes your heart flutter more. âLetâs eat kids before the food gets cold⊠Then we can watch the movie.â Yoongi suggests as he takes a seat on the bench. The rest of you follow suit, gathering at the table. âWhat movie is it?â You ask after sitting down in between Namjoon and Jin. âAstro cats or something like thatâŠâ Yoongi shrugs his shoulder and you laugh knowingly. âIts Aristocats and excellent choice.â You tell him excitedly before digging into the food like the rest of the boys.
This is way better than the movie night you had planned and you canât believe the lengths these men will go to make sure youâre okay. You almost feel like you donât deserve it but you would never say that thought out loud as you know theyâd scold you for even thinking it.
Just like always, you are feeling extremely blessed to be loved by such caring and considerate men and you are convinced that you are indeed, the luckiest woman in the world to have all seven of them by your side.Â
#bts smut#bts x reader#bts x fem reader#bts ot7 x reader#bts ot7#ot7#bts fanfiction#bts fan fic#bts fluff
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Fic Writer Interview
Tagged by: @spikeymarshmallowsâ (find her version of this here) Name: sarkywoman, sometimes people just say sarky. Fandom(s): At the moment, The Umbrella Academy is my dominant one. I rarely ever give up on one entirely though, as can be seen by some of my recent Destiel reblogs. (Iâm also excited for some of the upcoming Marvel content. Okay, I say âsomeâ, I just mean Mackieâs Captain America really XD) Where you post: Archive of our Own , though I still need to upload a lot of my older work that was posted on livejournal. I often post a link here on tumblr when I write something new, but not always. Most Popular One Shot (by kudos): âNoble Bloodâ, which just proves you should always chase your bliss, as it was an utterly indulgent vampire AU written as a gift for my then-gf in A Song of Ice and Fire fandom. Most Popular Multi-Chapter (by kudos): Eek, an unfinished WIP not updated since May 2014! D: Sorry people. âA Song of Bastards and Wardsâ, with Joanna Snow instead of Jon Snow. I think these fics have more kudos because the ASOIAF fandom was so big, rather than due to quality relative to my other work. Favorite story youâve written so far: Ooof. I have been writing for a long time, this is such a tricky question! It would probably be easier to just split all my fic into two categories: fun to write vs not-fun to write. I like to be experimental, so fics like Story and Sorcery for Loki or The Aimless One for Misfits or The Price Of Parenthood for Umbrella Academy let me try new things, but I notice my mind does tend to go to a particular Tales from the Borderlands fic, Young God. I wrote it in a fit of inspiration for a friend one evening and it encapsulated what I wanted from the Jack/Rhys dynamic more than anything I wrote for them since, I think. I was also happy with some of the imagery and how I managed to maintain and build on the tone throughout. Only 4k words, doesnât overextend, but I enjoyed writing it. It flowed very well. Fic you were nervous to post: Krystalline. Not due to its quality, just... I know what this fandomâs like when it comes to pairings. I write fic for myself and my friends and this was for a friend. I originally sent it to her privately but it seemed weirder to hide it than to post it. Itâs good writing, if I may be so bold. Other than that, I get nervous posting final chapters on multi-chapter fic. I donât want to let down people whoâve invested time in it! How do you choose your titles?: Varies. Iâll often use song lyrics. I often write to appropriate music and a line will jump out at me. Otherwise, it will just be a fitting phrase, like The Weak Link for an AU fic where Klaus is led to believe heâs too weak to have powers. Do you outline?: Not often, but if itâs a multichapter fic, more frequently these days I will, to avoid WIPs that dwindle into nothing because I donât write as quickly as I used to. How I go about it varies. Sometimes itâs just a list of stuff I want to happen that I vaguely order, sometimes itâs a scene-by-scene adaptation, like the aforementioned Weak Link AU or Song of Bastards and Wards. Those involved noting scenes from the show/book and figuring out how they would change with the new circumstances. Complete:Â
Waheyyy... *dabs or something, idk* I have... oooh a lot more that needs uploading to AO3 but itâs a case of finding the time to reread old work so that I can tag it properly. With all thatâs been happening lately I checked my SPN folder and found to my alarm that I wrote over a hundred stories that I saved while I was in the fandom, but only 5 of those are on my AO3. I did some for Marvel that arenât cross-posted either, a bunch for NCIS... once we start going back more than ten years the quality is a bit cringy though. In-Progress: Uh... I donât want to give up on any of my WIPs officially but the only one I can actually say Iâm actively working on is a Kliego AU for my Bad Things Happen Bingo. Diego is a detective, but I promise Iâm not ripping off @spikeymarshmallowsââ âCity Two-Fourâ! Mineâs more of a noir. Itâs for the âParanoiaâ square and Diego has bad paranoia, but it might be justified given heâs investigating the Commission crime syndicate after the kidnapping of Allisonâs daughter Claire and after theyâve destroyed at least two of his loved ones. Not a happy fic but hopefully not too painful either. (I like to sit in that middle ground where readers go âOh no! Awww... Oh thank god.â) Maybe when I watch the new Loki series Iâll be motivated to go back to my Cap/Loki AU fic, It is Not Fantasy... Coming soon/not yet started: I really should write more original stuff at some point if I want to be a novelist... but Iâm very much enjoying bad things happen bingo, will carry on doing gen or shippy fics for that in UA fandom Prompts?: Can do. Have done in the past. Only issue is when people really misjudge what Iâm into, lol. Or they give a âpromptâ so thorough itâs more like a sparknotes guide. Upcoming work youâre most excited about: Iâve been working on my âParanoirâ (working title) for a while now. Mental health has led to a bit of a hiatus on my writing, reading... and my entire life. But itâs so nearly finished. Paranoir, I mean. I just need to write an eensy bit more Allison and figure out how to organise all the bits Iâve done.Â
I tag anyone who wants to give this a go :)
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Spring 2018 Anime Final Review
So, uh, this is six months late. Iâve had half of this post in my drafts forever. To make it short, as Iâve mentioned previously, mom lost her job, which has not only been a heavy hit to my sense of stability for the last six months, but also means my time to watch anime was seriously reduced and even now a slight change of plans fucks up my whole schedule and sets me back for a full week. Anyway, nobody cares about any of these shows anymore so letâs get straight to it? Iâm gonna ommit the two-cours that continued into the Summer - hopefully Iâll be able to make that post soonish? idk. Worst to best, same as usual
The crappy gender politics pit of shame
Darling in the FRANXX: I think everyone has ripped this show to threads at this point and there isnât much I could add to that. It is quite funny to me to see how many people flipped out when the show went completely bananas in its last few episodes. Feels a bit like KADO, Iâve been telling yâall this was a ton of empty crap since episode 2, it just took the writing to completely self-destruct for everyone else to notice. A part of me feels tempted to do a long post breaking down just how badly the show collapsed in its final shebang, specifically how every single twist and turn completely nulled any remote kind of message or central thesis the show may have had, but at the same time it doesnât seem worth the time. In the end, I may have given What is Internal Consistency, The anime way too much credit. Itâs not hateful antigay propaganda, itâs just dumb as shits, with a writer and creators who didnât think for half a second of the implications of what they were doing, and who were so incompetent they couldnât even conserve the minimal plot and character coherency within a single episode, let alone 24. In other words, Darling isnât saying âgays shouldnât existâ but âI have no idea of anything regarding gay peopleâ. What makes it egregious is that the show spent so much time acting like it was âmeaningfulâ and âimportantâ and yet it ended saying absolutely fucking nothing. Except mayb âhave babiesâ. Down to oblivion you go, along with the likes of KADO, to the void of shows that couldnât even be offensively bad and no one will remember a year from now. Bonus garbage points for the half-assed âbury your gaysâ.
Nil of Libra Admirari or whatever this show was called: Iâm not trying to diss on the show, I just genuinely never remember the title because I have the JP and EN all mixed up. Not that it matters much, as far as I could tell, the show could call Shalabalabatuna and it would have the same significance in regard to the content. But the title isnât important. In fact, it may be a bit unfair to have this show in this section. For the most part, Main Girl is very self-determined and has an active role in the story.... but then the last two episodes heavily featured a lot of rape threats or rape themes and forced pregnancy (real and threat) and I donât really understand why theyâd go there all of a sudden. One of them was treated relatively well, even empowering the victim in the process, but when the ikemen bad guy was rambling endlessly about how he wanted to impregnate the protagonist it really turned me off :/ Iâm also not a fan of âmain boy was her secret fiancĂ© all alongâ, but at least they also handled that somewhat decently. Itâs a very disposable series, but since I watched all of Amnesia, I think I owe every otoge adaptation at least the smallest chance to clear that very low bar, and Libra of Nil does it, more competently than most other stuff in the same genre.
Hisone to Masotan: I really, really wanted to love this show. Even now, as I put it in the pit of shame category, Iâm pained. There was a good show in this, and a lot of it made it to the screen: an adorable, charming little story about a woman finding her place in the world, making new friends, finding her calling and bonding with an adorable dragon. Unfortunately, it got buried down under this opressing, horrendous gender politics that tried to do something with bringing attention to sexism in the military only to cancel it out making the one dude that embodied that sexism getting rewarded with the affections of a girl he explicitly tried to crush. It also called back on the virgin or whore fallacy and even managed to shove in a âbury your gaysâ trope. Even though Hisone challenges the ritual bullshit, itâs too little, too late, and she does end up carrying it out anyway, so the defiance to the status quo is of little importance in terms of problematizing the ritual itself. Sorry BONES, it wasnât meant to be this time.Â
The ni fu ni fa section
Ni fu ni fa is a Mexican colloquialism for âIt was okay but it didnât change my life.â
Binan Koukou Chikyuu Boueibu HAPPY KISS: This soft reboot of the franchise had some really great episodes and did an actually good job of developping its characters. For the most part, it achieved what its predecessor did in terms of satirical comedy and I enjoyed it quite a bit. However, what bunked it down so low in the list was the final episode. At some point, the writers forgot they were doing a parody and made the show somewhat self-serious, way closer in tone to the magical girl anime it was supposed to be making fun of, rather than the satire its predecessor was. Whereas S1 ended with the whole Magical boy stuff being revealed as a crappy space reality TV show, this one ended with a real cheesy conflict about happiness and family and blablabla. Which is not bad by itself if this were a Precure show, but that kind of self-serious plot development just didnât work for this series. I still enjoyed it, and the fanservice episode is one of the best of the whole franchise, but Iâm a bit sad the finale missed the mark so badly.
Hinamatsuri: Hinamatsuri was very hit-or-miss for me. There were some truly brilliant episodes, a lot of funny vignettes and heart-warming stories, and then there was some stuff that made me uncomfortable -like every single Hitomi story- or felt unnecessary and dry. It also threw me off that the superpower dynamic completely disappeared in the second half of the show, especially in Anzuâs part of the story. It was okay but I feel like I needed something that felt like a closing, and choosing to end it with Mao who featured very minimally in the show overall didnât cut it. Itâs a fun show, Iâd reccommend people check it out, but it felt a bit too disjointed for me
Persona 5: The Animation: This is a hard show to place because I love the looks of it and I think the concept is interesting and pretty cool, but there is something thatâs keeping me from connecting emotionally to the story. The part where changing the villainsâ heart makes them repent from their sins and become âgoodâ feels very artificial and very tasteless when youâre dealing with rapists and abusers. I ended dropping it at episode 16, I just couldnât find the motivation to catch up with the 6 episodes iâd fallen behind on because my schedule is a tragedy
Tokyo Ghoul: Re: I guess itâs fair to say Iâve kind of outgrown Tokyo Ghoul. Thereâs something messy and confusing about how this season panned out, and there comes a point in which misery porn just doesnât cut it anymore. I still watch because Ishida has a way to make every single goddamn character extremely sympathetic, which makes for an emotionally engaging viewing even when youâre not sure of what the plot is supposed to be or who you should be rooting for. I tried picking up the new season that just started airing and immediately found I had no idea of what was going on, who was on whoâs side and in general, who the fuck were 90% of the characters, so I dropped it.
Nanatsu no Taizai: Imashime no Fukkatsu: Iâve mentioned it before, this second season had the opposite problem than the first one: the pace was too slow. It took more than half of it to get to Escanor, and then the season ends at a kind of random spot. I really thought weâd get further along on the story, since Gowtherâs backstory was hinted at in the openings, but no such thing happened. They did manage to give us a variety of cool moments and fights, and I love Ban so his scenes with Zhivago and Elaine made me quite happy, though I really wish the romance between Elizabeth and Meliodas wasnât su dubious and cringy. In light of some revelations that take place further along the manga, going out of their way to emphasize that Meliodas was a sort of mentor figure for Elizabeth when she was a toddler seems unncessary and just very squeamish. I do hope we get a third season though, and an OVA of the Vampires of whatever side story would be great too.
Rokuhoudou Yotsuiro Biyori: I was pleasantly surprised by this show, and itâs closer to being one of my top of the season than it is to âmehâ. It had some weaker, cheesier segments, but it also managed great whacky moments and a genuine soothing atmosphere. What surprised me most is that the vanilla looking cast of moderately handsome dudes managed to develop into interesting, funny individuals with a dynamic that made every episode enjoyable. A solid reccommendation for anyone wanting to see delicious looking food and moderately handsome dudes being ridiculous. Also, the cat episode is the best episode of anime ever produced.
The Iâm probably the only person alive who enjoys these shows
Mahou Shoujo Ore: This is a difficult show to place because it wasnât quite as great as I wanted it to be and its parodic nature took me by surprise, but somehow I was still seriously entertained more often than not. The twists in the final quarter and the absolutely bonkers finale was a total riot, but I definitely advise caution before going in, given that some of the jokes may seem insensitive or in poor taste in regards to gender presentation, sexuality and there are even some mild harrassment jokes that certainly made me roll my eyes.
Yowamushi Pedal: Glory Line: I donât know if anyoneâs noticed, but I think through half of the showâs 25 episode run, I was convinced the title was actually Glory Road. Itâs kind of anticlimactic that itâs called Glory Line if they donât actually reach the final Goal btw. Anyway, I feel I say this a lot, but really, if you didnât like the previous Yowapeda seasons, thereâs nothing here for you, and if you did, youâre probably not gonna hop off this late in the game. This season does suffer from the same dragging than its predecessors, with the added issue of being quite pessimistic for no reason in about half the episodes, and a diminished presence for Onoda. I really wish they hadnât dragged the Day 2 goal so long, I really hoped weâd see the end of the race, but no such luck I guess. Still love most of it and hope we get one more season or a movie to complete the story.
The favorites of the season
Golden Kamuy: In spite of its pacing issues, terrible animation and general clunkiness, I canât help but love this show. When season 1 ended my feelings for it had mellowed quite a bit, but as soon as I picked up season 2 this Fall I just fell in love all over again. Itâs fun, unique, over-the-top in some ways, incredibly grounded in others, and the dynamics between the characters are incredibly charming.Â
Hozuki no Reitetsu: Itâs hard to talk about this one because it feels repetitive, given how tonally the show remains just the same across its three seasons. It couldâve very well been a one-season, 36 episode show, for how little it changes in spite of the time that transpired between the first season and the second. But in short, the comedy continues to be as spot on as always, the Zashikiwarashi twins are the best addition to the cast. Itâs definitely a show I could watch endless episodes off, and the rare case of an episodic series with no overarching plot that I can enjoy wholeheartedly.Â
Card Captor Sakura: Clear Card arc: Over the course of the series, Iâve expressed a few concerns and misgivings about how the story of this 20th anniversary sequel was playing out. The final episode was particularly troublesome in that it left the story unfinished in spite of deviating from the manga. In spite of this, more than anything Iâm very happy that this continuation still retains what made the original so special, that they captured the magic behind Sakuraâs âeverything will be alrightâ spell and gave us the chance to spend more time with these beloved characters and see their stories continue. The slow but sweet development of Sakura and Syaoranâs puppy love is a definite highlight. Needs more Touya/Yukito and Yue in general.
Piano no Mori: This show got heavily overlooked because it was kidnapped by Netflix (pls stop immediately), and then when it was finally unceremoniously dumped a month or two ago, it came under fire for the wonky CGI during the piano scenes -and it is indeed very wonky-. But beyond that, I found the story very engaging, especially because Kai is such a fascinating protagonist, his intense rivalry-friendship with Megane-kun (sorry, itâs been six months, i canât remember names) is exactly the type I canât help but root for. Kaiâs participation in the final episode gave me goosebumps. Iâm very happy weâre getting a continuation, canât wait to see how the Chopin competition develops.
Wotaku ni Koi wa Muzukashii: Sweet, funny and absolutely delightful from start to finish, Wotakoi was easily one of the highlights of the season. Although there were some aspects about Cosplayer-senpai and Yuri Otaku-senpaiâs (Iâm really trying to remember the names, Iâm sorry!! ;---;) that didnât work for me -namely the izakaya segment- Narumi and Hirotaka more than made up for it with their clumsy yet adorable romance. I spent the entirety of the amusement park episode screeching. I really hope we get a continuation -and get a chance to see more of Hirotakaâs brother and his gamer friend too- and that in general we can get more anime about adult stories
Megalobox: Who wouldâve thought that a show that wasnât even in my radar before the season started wouldâve end as one of my favorites, possibly of the year? Even as someone whoâs only marginally acquainted with Ashita no Joe and has no interst in the sport of boxing, I was completely enthralled by the style and passion of this production. As I said a bit above, intense rivalries are very appealing to me, and the build up in the tension between Joe and Yuri was almost palpable, their mutual respect gave me chills. Definitely the surprise of the season, made even better by its optimistic happy ending to contrast with its predecessorâs tragedy. Megalobox is a unique anniversary project that is closer to an homage and it works perfectly. Definitely check it out.
Thatâs it for the Spring season! I hope i can do the summer season this weekend and maaaybe even my watchlist for the Fall season. Fingers crossed i wonât get swallowed up in other stuff :âDÂ
#anime final impressions#spring anime#god i've forgotten 95% of my tags#darling in the franxx#megalobox#wotaku ni koi wa muzukashii#piano no mori#card captor sakura clear card arc#hozuki no reitetsu#golden kamuy#yowapeda#mahou shoujo ore#rokuhoudou yotsuiro biyori#nanatsu no taizai#persona 5#tokyo ghoul: re#hinamatsuri#hisone to masotan#binan koukou chikyuu boueibu
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i gotta say it, i'm really sorry for the things i post sometimes, whether it's disturbing personal stuff or abhorrent self-absorbed opinions or jokes that i don't realize could hurt or offend anyone until people react to them negatively.
i haven't been able to talk to a professional about it in depth yet and i haven't even wanted to for a long time because it seems like therapy always makes me feel way worse, but like... i have something like a really fucked up perception of things.
i'll write something and my mind will be completely blank about it but then people will be like "what the fuck was that" and i'll get really really really deeply upset for ages and then eventually i'm like "yeah actually, people are right, what the fuck was that?? was that actually me who did that????"
but i just won't have any grasp on what the hell i was thinking when i posted that; no explanation, no excuse. and then it just makes my skin crawl and makes me nauseous every time i think about what i said or posted, and i can't stop thinking about it because the bad emotions are so heavy and just little things will remind me of it.
and it's not like i have other people in my head posting these things; i know it's still me. but maybe i get into these sort of "anything goes, devil-may-care" moods because i've tried really hard for years to pretend to be someone that people will like, and sometimes i try and let go of all that but i don't know how to be myself because "myself" doesn't actually exist and then i just say really cringy, unsavory things but i feel absolutely nothing until someone confronts me about what i said. idk
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somewhat spoiler-y thoughts under the cut. donât keep reading if you donât want to see stuff about httyd3
okay. so overall i actually enjoyed httyd3 (surprising; i know). i do have lots and lots of complaints but the stuff i liked was exciting and interesting enough that i sort of just blacked out the bad stuff. and iâm going to love picking that stuff apart bc boy was there some cringy shit. especially if you donât like hiccstrid, their scenes with actual relationship talk were awkward and wooden and god. the ending was SO :/Â
actual spoilers from here on out. youâve been warned.Â
grimmel was a lot more compelling as a villain. they sort of gave him a backstory thing and it kind of ruined it a bit for me bc it was basically âi killed a night fury as a boy and my village loved me for it so i killed all of themâ but idk something about it was lacking and i was like. oh. did you guys not care enough to flesh this one out. actually, writing it down it sounds way better motivation than when he actually said it even tho itâs basically the same thing.
the deathgrippers were being controlled! grimmel was using their venom to mind control them, so any âalpha talkâ didnât get through to them and they did exactly what grimmel wanted.Â
and hiccup didnât give a shit lol. these dragons were constantly being drugged via needles in their head/neck and being forced to hunt and attack and carry grimmel around and hiccup didnât even feel a little bit sorry for them or express any pain. the whole movie was kinda âwow ppl donât deserve dragons we need to save themâ but he didnât express any empathy for dragons being used? not many were shown in this movie to be used, and even less that hiccup saw, but idk the whole âlet the things you love go!â didnât congeal well.Â
further more, he made several terrible decisions for the entirety of berk, including running away to find the hidden world, which they had no proof even existed and absolutely kept walking exactly into everything grimmel wanted, but when ruff did it (after she was âcapturedâ and let go she flies straight back the place theyâve settled leading grimmel back to new berk) it felt like it was being played as a WAY worse thing. like she was an idiot for doing it, and it was just! hiccup. every decision youâve made has been panicked and blind and made your position worse and worse.Â
gobber, valka and eret all get a little screen time, and they all play the naysayer stoick part? like âhiccup this is dangerousâ and hiccup completely ignores them. them: hiccup we have advice hiccup: ok cool im not listening and i donât want to hear it. they donât even get to really explain their points of view ???????Â
valkaâs other stuff is âoh we might have been followed leaving berkâ and then her being all âastrid do u still love and believe in my son?????â what âheâll listen to uâ uhm ??? and no one else i get? ?/ they literally do not talk except about hiccup
gobberâs scene where he tells hiccup to marry astrid is so weird and awkward and only tuffnut yelling âoh no not the m word!â had anything that made it better. noah fence but astrid was all âthatâs weird and awkward of youâ and tells hiccup she thinks theyâre ânot ready for marriageâ and the idea is silly and it 100% sounds like sheâs not interested in him at all. and heâs obviously super invested and heâs all âhaha maybe you can have snotloutâ she makes âjokesâ about snotlout being into valka. it was....Â
also. he ONLY mentioned snotlout when saying thereâs other guys and idk. it ..... idk now i think about it it maybe feels the âjokeâ is kinda who would want snotlout which :/ but i guess means tuff and fishlegs are valid suitors? i donât knowÂ
hiccup in the whole was pretty weak tbh. like he didnât stand out for me and most of his plot felt like it had a bunch of good ideas but they struggled putting it together. itâs like when u see a fic and u love the general idea but the execution is not how u would, and they go on and itâs like. i really really wouldnât haveÂ
they weirdly anthropomorphise toothless and then also. have him act like a dog and i found it disconcertingÂ
the light fury is genuinely super blobby and ugly and i cnaât believe they made me watch SO much of âuwuw sexy seductressâ content and toothless being a complete airhead who licks a rock to âpracticeâ for it. was weird and i was uncomfortable.Â
also astrid is all âwow toothless has a girlfriend its so cute !!!!!!!â and they watch him watch other dragons doing mating dances and hiccup is like âi never pegged you for a romantic, like neverâ like get a fuckign hint !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! she never kisses you on the cheek. astrid expressing sentiment cause she thinks something is romantic but never for your relationship is telling you A LOT about itÂ
honestly. they donât do anything to make me convinced in ANY WAY that astrid is actually into him and wants to marry him for real. at their wedding she is SO wooden and when they kiss hiccup brings his hand up but astrid is just STANDING there,,, and they look so blank. itâs so.Â
also. i was right astrid was mostly just a prop for hiccupâs story and she barely interacts with anyone that isnât hiccup or valka, and when itâs valka itâs about hiccup.Â
aside from toothless, and a little bit of stormfly, the gangâs dragons are mostly just. in the background and donât really have anything to do with anything
behind everything there were this warlords, i didnât pick up names and apparently they were the ones who were funding drago or whatever? and they call grimmel in bc he cares about killing night furies and are hoping that itâll mean they get all the dragons. it was kinda. i sort of liked the idea but i felt it was shoved in, and they just mentioned drago to make it seem like it was planned when they came out of nowhere. and idk not planned at all. like an idea that was good but they didnât edit everything to make sure it fit. a lot of stuff felt kind retcon-y like apparently stoick was âobsessed with finding the hidden worldâ and he even mentions in a flash back that itâs not the nest theyâre looking for in httyd1 so itâs so weird like. and there was this ~journals~ stoick had about it and itâs just! they never ever mentioned this before gfhsdfjhdfgjdfgfdg guys. thatâs so fucking messy and kinda annoying. in the grand scheme this retconning isnât too much, but itâs enough that itâs like. none of this was planned and i can tell and instead of making it match up you just bluster through like âactually this always happenedâ as if u think iâm a dumbass who will just blindly believe whatever you tell me instead of a long time fan with a personal involvement.i know some of u read my blog,,, come on Â
i didnât cry at all like lol. i had fun but i wasnât emotional.Â
no characters die donât worry
ruff was PERFECT and everything she did was wnoderful and i LOVE her so much! she got to speak A LOT and sheâs all âitâs so tough being this hotâ i love you girl, and sheâs over eret and is like âwow he missed outâ and talks about snotlout and fishlegs which was :///// but the guys donât do the whole fighting over her thing so thatâs! and sheâs like âi guess fishlegs but heâs a nerdâ and at the end he cries at the wedding and sheâs like âwow i guess the sensitive guy winsâ so a lot of her stuff was kinda about men ://// but herself was PERFECT and she boops grimmelâs face with the bobble ends of her hair pretending theyâre a zippleback. she makes jokes about why is grimmelâs face so long, and herâs is long but WOW does that take the cake. and she says âastrid round faceâ it was so !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! sheâs so good i love herÂ
rupple does a good job with tuff. the voice difference was noticeable and i kept thinking about it but i think he did well. tuff gets a bunch of speaking parts and heâs super involved with the whole wedding concept and heâs like âhaha wow hiccy, a DOES NOT WANT to get married 2 u LOL. which is #tru cause like. sheâs a viking warrior queen and youâre well you. you need to shape up. also. be more like meâ which i will TAKE i cannot believe tuffstrid is REAL. also now im about 80% convinced hiccup and astrid took a break to see other ppl and tuffstrid fucked. tuff and astrid donât really interact except for when they leave ruff behind but they KEEP on doing this whole, vibe thing that makes them seem like theyâre good friends. like. tuff thinking he knows what astrids want or admires and he actually goes and all his advice/pep talk is like half leg jokes but itâs all good????? tuff has ear piercings, theyâre SO on point they look so good, and heâs got rings all over his fingers i love this kid so much heâs so great. he calls his braid his beard and whenever anyone looks a little sad he like, shoves their face into his braid to comfort them.
also tuff says thereâs no edge of the world cause actually itâs round like the sun and the moon and stars, even tho stars are dumb.Â
i was right fishlegsâ first sentence is basically them all going âwow a nerdâ akdshgfkdjghfg. he doesnât get as much screen time as the others, and most of it is focused on fishmeat, who is ADORABLE and PERFECT. that big moose dragon meets fishmeat at the start and they become bffs and he defends his lil buddy
snotloutâs also not as much screen time, and most of it is him following valka around and being impressed with her and wanting her to say nice things about him. the rest is him getting caught on his cape. valka says nice stuff about eret cause heâs actually good at this planning stuff (except one bit thats played for jokes where snotlout is like âwe should spilt up cause *good reasons*â and then eret is like âwe should spilt up cause i feel like itâ and valkaâs all âi trust your instincts!!!!â. it was weird bc it was the only really good tactical decision snotlout made and it gets ignored) and he keeps getting his ego pumped up when he takes what valka says wrong - like sheâs being polite, or thereâs double meanings and he takes it like heâs good but all he did was get caught on a cage and hung there until hookfang picked him up - and at the end she says âeret maybe brawn, but youâre the brainsâ and snotlout feels validated again but he doesnât really deserve it? like idk i wish she said something meaningful. itâs not kind to make someone feel like theyâre good at something theyâre not. you should encourage him when heâs doing well.Â
eret is just kinda. around. doing things. and being like, snotloutâs ârivalâ for valkaâs attention and eret is like. what are you on about lmao
also. iâve seen some out of context spoilers and they mentioned something being gay but i donât know where thatâs from? snotlout kinda says some great things about eret but itâs a real squint and gobber says eret has the body of a norse god but then he says he does as well and then puts a crick in back when heâs stretching so itâs very clearly a joke and itâs definitely like âheâs fat and old and dirty its funny cause he thinks heâs attractiveâ rather than anything else
hmmMMmmMMMMM god ive forgotten what iâve talked about and what i havenât im sure i have more to say but this is already super long os. you can ask me questions if u like. send me an im or somethingÂ
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nct reaction to your old self-harm scars
request: Hi! I know this is kind of a touchy subject, but I figured it was worth a shot anyways. TW!! Can you do a NCT reaction to finding old self harm scars? Like noting present, but more of a part, hard, time. Just to show more of a reasuring kind of side that no matter what has happened in the past, everything will be okay. Life hasn't been that great, and I would love to read some "encouraging words" from our NCT babes. Again, I understand if you do not want to work this. Thank you anyways!
a/n: iâm choosing to write this to maybe help others out there who need encouragement or reassurance (?) iâve also tried to make this reaction gender neutral in hopes of helping more people ? iâm sorry if this is a touchy subject but i put a warning for those who do not want to proceed! (iâm so bad at writing like mushy gushy stuff idk what to call it so i hope this isnât TOO cringyâŠ)
warnings: old self-harm scars !
ËËË TAEYONG ËËË
Taeyong runs a light hand over the horizontal bumps on your skin. His eyebrows are stitched together and his eyes are a pool of sorrow. He blinks it away after a moment, holding onto both of your hands now. Instead of the sadness in his eyes from when he first encountered your old scars, the beautiful dark orbs are now filled with overflowing love and affection. It gleams with incoming tears that slightly pool on his waterline. Taeyong pulls you close, it warms you up, putting a bright smile on your face.
"Whatever the reasons for these are, just know that I'm here for you. Battling your insecurities is tough, but you have me and I love you so much that I'll battle them with you."
ËËË TAEIL ËËË
Taeil's lower lip juts out into a pouty as he catches a glance at your old scars. His heart churns and races frantically, head exploding from all of the thoughts surrounding his head. Taeil wraps his arms around your body, resting his chin on your shoulders. His hand travels up and down your spine soothingly, as he whispers encouragement softly into your ear, words drowning in love and passion.
"Your scars are now a part of you and that's perfectly okay. But I'm worried if anything like this happens again, please come talk to me first, okay?"
ËËË JOHNNY ËËË
A small smile flashes upon Johnny's face. His large hands ghost over your scars, warmth radiating from his fingertips. And when you confessed your dark past, Johnny only comforted you with affectionate words that make you glad you're doing good now. You don't leave his arms for the rest of the day as he sprinkles kisses all over your face when you least expect it, causing you to break out in a fit of light giggles. Â
"You don't have to hide them, don't worry. I still love you just as much, maybe even more. The past is the past, just focus on making a brighter future."
ËËË KUN ËËË
Kun reaches to wipe the stray tear that managed to escape your eye, fingers gentle over your skin. You lean into his warm hand as he rests it under your ear, thumb caressing the apples of your cheek. His other hand makes its way to your waist, pulling you into his embrace. The affectionate words that leave his mouth act as an energy booster, shooting straight to your heart, making it race in endless circles.
"I love you endlessly no matter what. I love your brave heart, your strong mind, your heroic scars. I love you, and these scars are a part of you, which means I love them too."
ËËË DOYOUNG ËËË
Doyoung grabs your hand, planting a kiss on the palm. It's warm and soft against your hand. His eyes never leave yours as his arms wrap around your frame, engulfing you in his love. The twinkle in his eyes causing you to melt on the stop, as he stares lovingly at you. Doyoung peppers your head with kisses, not missing one spot.
"Don't hide them. They're reminders of the dark times that you bravely fought your way out of."
ËËË YUTA ËËË
Both of Yuta's hands encircle around your smaller ones, it immediately stops them from shaking. He connects his eyes with you as he pours out his thoughts, just as you did earlier about your scars and the stories behind them. His thumb massages the crevasses of your hands, face stretched from the brightest and proudest smile you can ever imagine. His radiant smile alone has the powers to heal your internal wounds.
"You are so strong and empowering for overcoming your differences, but you don't have to worry anymore, I'll protect you now."
ËËË TEN ËËË
Ten's thin, long fingers trace swirly patterns over the bumps of your old scars. His light touch is comforting, calming down your rushing heart. The tears that left your eyes have dried as Ten mentions over and over again how beautiful and magnificent you are. You can't help but smile as he envelopes you into his arms.
"It's okay, flaws are beautiful too. You've faced your inner demons and defeated them, those scars are reminders of that." Â
ËËË JAEHYUN ËËË
The tears fight through as they come pouring out of your eyes, you start to hiccup as you've gained enough courage to share your story. Jaehyun's large hands have never left yours since the beginning to the end of the story. They draw circles over the back of your hand, smoothing out any worries. He stays quiet for you to gain your posture before comforting you with supportive words.
"I wish I could have been there for you then, but I'm here now and I'm not going anywhere. We're in this together!"
ËËË WINWIN ËËË
Winwin's arm lap over your shoulders, pulling you in as his chin rests over your head. You lean closer into his embrace and take in the soothing scent of his cologne. He hums softly into your hair, a Chinese ballad song he always sings, and as if a spell, you automatically melt in his arms. Your shoulders release from their tensed-up position and a genuine smile reappears on your face.
"You were determined and you overcame your self-difficulties. I hope you won't ever have a reason to do it again though. I'll make sure of it!"
ËËË JUNGWOO ËËË
Jungwoo's head rests on your chest, listening to your heartbeat slow down from its previous racing pace. The more you talk, the more you got comfortable with sharing your past stories, and the more kisses Jungwoo plants onto your skin. Each spot warms up, causing your heart to expand larger. It physically aches with all if the love Jungwoo is giving, but in a good way, as your face stretches into a soft smile that matches Jungwoo's.
"For every scar, you shall receive a kiss in return because to me, they tell stories of a brave fighter who never gave up on themselves."
ËËË LUCAS ËËË
Lucas's eyebrows stitch together, his eyes glassy from your stories. He looks more emotional than you do and feel, so you grab his hands and reassure him that you're all better now, that you're living happily with his presence. The worry painted on his face is now replaced with a goofy smile that stretched the more he looks at you.
"How are you feeling now? If you want to talk about it, I'm always by your side. And I won't let anything change that."
ËËË MARK ËËË
Mark's eyes warm up as they look into yours, puffy and red. A small smile forms on his lips as he tugs on your arm. You stumble forward into his open arms and they automatically close in on your frame. Mark places butterfly kisses on your forehead, then down your nose to each side of your cheeks and finally your lips.
"Don't hate your scars, love them because they prove that you are stronger than you think."
ËËË RENJUN ËËË
Renjun's eyebrows knit together as words of disgust and regret leave your lips, all pertaining to your old scars. His hands dart for yours, holding them close to his chest. His heartbeat is as sporadic as yours, you wonder why until Renjun tells you that the way you talk down about yourself makes his heart hurt. You soften at his words, engulfing him into a long hug as he continues to praise you and your scars with supportive comments.
"They're battle scars and the fact that you're here with me means that you won the war, and I'm proud. I love you and everything about you, including your scars."
ËËË JENO ËËË
With you on Jeno's lap, he leans his head to rest it on your shoulders, tuning in to every word that leaves your mouth. His heart churns at the fact that you've felt this way before, heartstrings breaking. But the smile that you share when concluding your story with a happy ending that has involved him, he can't help but share that smile. His eyes disappear into crescents as his cheeks bunch up at the tip of his face.
"You've been through a lot, I can't even imagine it, but it's all in the past. And what's important is that you're here with me."
ËËË HAECHAN ËËË
The park is deserted, everyone else presumably at home having dinner. Haechan and you sit on the grass alone by the large lake overlooking the sunset for what seems like hours just talking. You pick at the grass as you continue on with your stories about your dark past, not meeting Haechan's eyes. He calls your name, it echoes into the open air. You turn to capture his appearance, the sun rays kissed upon his rich skin, eyes glistening like the water in front of you, and a soft smile planted on his lips. He speaks after taking in your appearance as you did him, he's breathless.
"Because you're sitting here with me means that you've fought off your inner demons. Even though they may return, you know you can take them on again, I believe in you!"
ËËË JAEMIN ËËË
Jaemin's radiant smile never leaves his face as he comforts you, arms wrapped around you defeated figure. Your legs shake uncontrollably, afraid they might give out at any moment, but with the way Jaemin is holding onto you, you know he won't let anything happen to you. Jaemin faces you, eyes gleaming with love, as he sends comforting words that cause you to regain strength in your body.
"It had hurt you and brought you down to your lowest low, but you've survived. Thank you for staying, for fighting."
ËËË CHENLE ËËË
Chenle's loud laughter fills the room, as the television displays a comedy show, but your laughs die down. Your thoughts flood around your mind, enclosing you from the world. Chenle notices your sudden change in demeanor and mutes the show to ask you what's wrong. It takes a while before you muster up the courage to share your thoughts and stories. A pout forms on Chenle's lips as he links your arms, making sure you're okay now.
"I'm sad you felt this way, but I hope all the bad thoughts are gone now. Good people go through bad things, but you were wise enough to know when and how to let it go."
ËËË JISUNG ËËË
You don't want Jisung to see you like this, broken and weak. You feel too exposed, but Jisung makes effort in calming you down as he wraps his long arms around you. He runs his hands down your hair in a soothing manner, it somehow pacifies your rapid breaths. You are always the one to take care of Jisung, being the big baby he is, but now the role is switched. You're glad that you don't have to act as strong all the time and that Jisung is always there to pick you right back up.
"I hope it doesn't still hurt. But they've faded, everything is going to be okay because you're here to see another day, with me."
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